so we have been traveling for thanksgiving with both families simultaneously (congratulate us on our survival!) and two days in a cabin (w/o internet) to celebrate our anniversary.
we arrive home for the end of the 2ww.
i have thought about it relatively little, but am pondering poas tomorrow morning (14 dpo).
tomorrow is our actual anniversary and thanksgiving, but hubby is on call so we are just hanging out at home.
if it is somehow miraculously did get pregnant on our own, it would be a tgiving and anniversary to remember, but if we aren't i am afraid of it really bumming me out.
this is the longest i have ever waited to poas, but i am not sure the self control can last much longer
TTC #1 since 12/2010 DH: MFI, cancer survivor Me: Resected septate uterus, lap treated mild endo, tubes open, ovulate on own, autoimmune disease 3 Failed IUI's (2/2012, 4/2012, 6/2012)
IVF #1 August 2012. BFP! Beta #1 56.7 Beta #2 150 One baby, one heartbeat on 9/20/12! no h/b
@7w6d. dandc
@8w0d,
FET #1 December 2012, BFN
FET #2 February 2013, no embies survived thaw
IVF #2, BFP #2, Loss #2 March 2013, Scar tissue discovered, RPL testing,
IVF #3, BFP #3, Loss #3 (twins) September 2013
Hostile ute, moving onto Gestational Carrier!
GC/FET #1 of 1 5AA blast and 1 compacted blast, February 2014, BFP #4 on 3/1/2014!
6w u/s 1 bean with h/b of 145 bpm, 8w u/s 187 bpm
EDD 11/7/14. Please, please, please stick little one!
Praying unceasingly for a miracle. ALL welcome!
Re: end of the 2ww, to test or not to test...
I agree, I know its probably hard though! GL!