The sun is shining and I hate the world for it.

dandywarhol · October 2011

It appears to be a beautiful day outside but I don't want to look. I don't want to open the shades. How can it be beautiful out when the world should've stopped? I know that is horribly narcissistic but a baby has died. There is little beautiful in a world that can let that happen.

agran · October 2011

big hugs... it does get easier I promise. It is unbelivably hard early on. Take care of yourself and hug tight to your family.

DesiraeSunshine · October 2011

I can remember hating the world for going on while my whole world was devistated and gone. Im sorry, it does get "easier" but not necessarily "better"

mrsnapaluch · October 2011

Me too. I want it all to burn. HUGS.

hewinked · October 2011

(((hugs))) We didn't open the blinds for a week after Adam died. I remember when spring came, I was so mad. I wanted it to be winter and cold and sad forever.

kate6267 · October 2011

hewinked:
(((hugs))) We didn't open the blinds for a week after Adam died. I remember when spring came, I was so mad. I wanted it to be winter and cold and sad forever.

This... I remember leaving the hospital with empty arms and a broken heart and seeing a jogger I yelled in my mind... How could htey be jogging my baby just died and I have to live...

It does get a little better, I am almost 9 months out and I still wonder how everyone can act so normal.

{{{HUGS}}}

roxyttandme · October 2011

Time won't take the pain away - but is dulls it. Just take one day at a time - or one hour if you have to. You WILL get through this. Nothing about it will be easy - but there is some relief to come.

(((hugs)))

dandywarhol · October 2011

Thank you all for your kind words and for not judging me. I just still can't believe it. I don't want it to get better, I don't want it to get easier, I just want it to go back to how it was when Sylvie was safe inside me and the world made sense.

krysiahamaty · October 2011

I was the same way in the very beginning and still am. I didn't leave my house for a week. I hated that the world was still spinning and life was still moving forward. The first time I left the house, everything was so foreign to me. I could not believe people were still living their lives while I was dying inside.

Big big hugs.

butterfly843 · October 2011

Sending big hugs your way. It does get easier with time, it's so unfair that any of us have had to deal with this pain.

Carolee · October 2011

DesiraeSunshine:
I can remember hating the world for going on while my whole world was devistated and gone. Im sorry, it does get "easier" but not necessarily "better"

Very well said. (((HUGS))) to you.

mdluv21 · October 2011

I know this feeling very well. I was pissed the world was still functioning and my babies were dead.

Every action felt so pointless, brushing my teeth, grocery shopping, eating...nothing made sense anymore or seem worth dealing with. It does get easier but 8 months later, I still have hard to get out of bed days.

((hugs))

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sandykins · November 2011

Hugs. Stay away from Facebook. I made the mistake of going on a couple days after my loss. It stung to see all of my friends' mundane status posts when my world had come to a screeching devastating halt.

The world gets a little more bearable as time goes on. Take small steps and you will find your new normal.

The sun is shining and I hate the world for it.

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