Hi...thought I would introduce myself after lurking here a few times. My history is in my signature.
Our last IVF cycle ended in a BFN on 10/18. I feel numb...part of me keeps asking why me, but I am trying to stop myself from doing that, I don't want to be that person. I have so many wonderful things in my life and don't want to seem ungrateful but I didnt know how hard it was going to be to comes to terms with this. I think the hardest reality for me to face is that I will never hear my child say I love you Mom.
Sorry to ramble and to be such a debbie downer...I look forward to getting to know you ladies!!