I'm turning 30 next week, and my sister and I are going to Cancun for five days. We bought a deal on Groupon a while back and just decided to go for it. It seemed like a good idea at the time, but now that it is almost here, I have so much anxiety about leaving DS.
He will be staying with my parents so I know he will be 100% safe and taken care of, so it's not that. I am just afraid that something will happen to me and I won't come back and he will think I abandoned him.
I know that probably sounds completely crazy, because obviously something could happen to me on any given day. I just don't know how to deal with this anxiety. I am actually trying to figure out if I could just cancel or find someone to go in my place or something.
Re: Taking a trip without DS
There are two questions that I would ask myself in this scenario;
If you answer yes to those two questions then I would do it. My kids love staying with grandparents because they get a break from "mommy rules". For the anxiety understand that you will miss him but that in the end you will both have fun and you are right that things can happen no matter where you are.
GAH! Not what I wanted to hear.
I'm not that worried about being away from him. I mean of course I will miss him, but a big part of me is looking forward to five days of doing NOTHING. I have been so stressed with work, school, SPing, and constantly running around.
But yesterday, I was just so stuck on the idea of something happening, plane crash, being murdered, etc. and never seeing DS again. Completely irrational. Then I took a klonopin and then I felt better. lol