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IUI #1 a bust

BareBethCBareBethC
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I can't stop crying, I just can't believe I'm not pregnant. F*ck.

Drowning my sorrows doing something I haven't been able to for two weeks. AF should arrive tomorrow, so should be starting monitoring for IUI #2 Thursday or Friday. We decided to dive right into it, since they said everything looked perfect and we should just give it another go.

Ugh. Why is this happening.

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  • LuckyClover13LuckyClover13 member
    I am so sorry! It sucks I cried every time. Hang in there!
    TTC since 06/2010 HSG-clear,SA-good DX:Unexplained IUI#1-(May) 100mg of clomid +trigger + progerstrone supp=BFN IUlI#2-(June) 100mg of clomide+trigger+progesterone supp=BFN JuLy Break for vaca. IUI#3 (Aug) 100mg of clomid+trigger+progesterone=BFN IVF trial started in Oct-Nov ER-15 Retrieved, 13 mature, 11 fertilized. 5dt on 11-15-11 Beta #1 9dp 5dt= 107 Beta#2 331 Lilypie First Birthday tickers
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  • Aegis2005Aegis2005 member
    I'm so sorry sweetie.  ***hugs***
    Me: 35 DH: 37 TTC since 4/2010
    DX: 6/9/2011: Azoo ICSI/IVF only option for biological child
    IVF #1: ER - 9/26 * ET - 10/1 * beta#1 10/13 - 140 * beta#2 10/17 - 477 * beta#3 10/20 - 1101
    1st u/s at 6w6d - one hb * 2nd u/s at 8w3d - no hb detected 11/10/11 * natural m/c 11/13/11
    FET #1 Jan/Feb 2012 - 3 delays - cancelled 2/13
    FET #1.2 - May/June 2012 - ET 6/6/* beta#1 6/15 - 95 * beta #2 6/19 - 322 * beta #3 6/22 - 940
    7/6 1st u/s @ 7 weeks - one beautiful hb - released from RE
    EDD 2/22/2013
    PAIF/SAIF/PGAL welcome
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  • babina868babina868 member
    I'm so sorry.  BFNs are so hard. 
    TTC since November 2009
    Mild MFI, irregular cycles, HSG only showed left tube open
    IUIs #1-3: Femara -- BFN
    IUI #4: Follistim + HCG boosters -- BFN
    Sept./Oct. 2011 IVF#1: Long Lupron, 3dt of 2 -- BFN + 1 frostie
    Surprise BFP 11.21.2011: missed m/c at 9w2d, D&C 12.27.2011
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  • starburst210starburst210
    i am so sorry:(
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  • rockpaperloverockpaperlove member
    I am so-so-so very sorry.  Sending hugs and thoughts and prayers.

    Countless BFN(s)
    Moving to IVF

    IVF1 (ICSI): Long Lupron
    6R. 3F. 3DT. 8Cell 1Grade 2Embies. 1Frostie.
    Beta 1/22: 14 Beta 1/24: 24 Beta 1/26: 28
    Round One Result: Chemical Pregnancy

    Pressing Forward

    IVF2 (ICSI/AH/ACU): Microdose Lupron Flare
    13R. 11F. 5DT. 2TFR'ed. 1Frostie.
    Round Two Result 4/30: Harsh BFN

    FET. 2TFR'ed.
    Round Three Result 6/25: BFN
    Where do we go from here?

    Moving forward with CCRM in 2013
    ODWU revealed blocked tube(s). Lap 2/15.
    Bilateral Tubal Ligation. Stage IV Endo.
    Finally some (tough) answers.


    IVF3 (ICSI/CCS): Antagonist with EPP
    13R. We have 3 CCS Normal Embryos!


    Lupron Depot: May 2013 to August 2013
    Long awaited FET on 9/3. 2TFR'ed.
    BFP on FRER 5dp5dt: IN SHOCK!
    Beta1 9/10: 152.7! Beta2 9/12: 378! Beta3 9/14: 1224! 

    1st ultrasound 10/1: TWO beautiful heartbeats!  Overjoyed!

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  • maddie7maddie7
    Oh I'm so sorry! Ive been following your posts since I'm this week too. I hope your next one is it. I actually laid out my plan for IUI 2 if Saturday's test is negative. We will increase Meds and I'm taking DHEA. Hang in there!
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  • Cupcake36Cupcake36 member
    I'm sorry.  I'll keep my fingers crossed for you for #2.
    Me: 37 Dx: PCOS 10/09, started Clomid 8/10
    DH: 40 Dx: MFI 6/11
    IVF #1: Lupron
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  • Mayan2011Mayan2011 member
    ((hugs))
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  • dancinaggiedancinaggie member
    I'm so sorry, I know it hurts so much. ((Hugs)) to you and best wishes moving on to #2!
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  • Sarah226Sarah226 member
    Crying I'm so sorry.  The BFNs just get harder and harder.  Good for you for getting right back on the horse.  Enjoy your alcohol tonight, you deserve it.
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    IVF #2: +HPT 2/6/12! ~ Boy/Girl Twins!!


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  • naybirdnaybird
    I'm so sorry. Big hugs.
    Renee- 37 DH - Chad - 39
    2/06 - surprise pregnancy - twins
    3/06 - m/c 1st baby at 6 weeks 
    5/06 -2nd baby had no heartbeat at 14 wks.
    D&E - Bled out. Blood transfusions. Week in ICU - Cheated Death!
    Diagnosis: Blood clotting and bleeding disorder, immune issues, & cervical stenosis
    5/10 - 1st IVF cycle - BFN
    FET - 10/12/10 - BFN
    1/11 - IVF with PGD - BFN
    IVF - May - BFN
    6/11 New RE - fingers crossed!
    9/11 - IVF - 4 transferred
    10/13 - BFP!!
    It's a boy! Clint Michael, Due in June!!!

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  • katt3233katt3233 member
    I'm sorry :(
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  • srkmsrkm
    No!!!! I hate IF! Not fair :( I hope #2 is it for you. (((hugs)))
    Lucky IUI #3 Clomid + Menopur + IUI = BFP!!!
    Beta #1 (9.15.11) ~ 437!!! Beta #2 (9.19.11) ~ 1,854!!! EDD 05.24.2012 TWINS!!! BabyFruit Ticker

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  • Daisies1706Daisies1706
    I'm so sorry *big hugs and passing the wine and funyuns*
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  • donaldlovesmedonaldlovesme
    ((hugs)) I'm so sorry!!
    Me: 26 / DH: 39
    12/06: Dx with endo (Stage I)
    05/08: R ovary removed.
    08/10: married hubby
    09/10: 100mg Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
    01/11: 100mg Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFP (diagnosed as chemical pregnancy)
    04/11: 100mg Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
    06/11: Laparoscopy (Stage II endo)
    09/11: IUI #1: Bravelle 150iu + Ovidrel = ??
    *SAIFW & PAIFW*
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  • gervaisj6gervaisj6
    i'm sorry!  Hang in there!!!     I cried after my first 2, them we changed doseage and I had a renewed sense of hope, plus there is always a renewed sense when AF shows, cause you can get started  getting monitered away, and you are already moving onto another cycle...  HANG IN THERE.  When an iui doesn't work, they can learn a little more about your body, what it responds to, etc...  and make adjustments on your meds ((hugs))  I got my bfp on my 4th one using a donor. 
    ttc since 10-09 first visit with RE 09-10 ME-everything ok DH- AZOOSPERMIA...biopsy confirmed Sertoli Only Cell syndrome Donor IUI#4 was the charm (8-27-11) with 125iuFollistim/Ovidrel/Endometrin/PIO/vit D beta #1 9/8/11....BFP!!! : ) @ 47.7 beta...#2 9/15/11... 1,998 beta#3 9/22/2011- 27,900 Baby's hb seen @6w2d ! 1-3-2012 20 wk u/s everything lookin' good! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • eponine7682eponine7682 member
    Sad I'm sorry. It's isn't easy hun. Good luck on #2!
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    TTC since March/April 2010
    DX: MFI - less than 1 million sperm, 26% motility
    DH put on anastrozole to increase counts
    June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
    Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
    IVF - January 2012: BFN
    FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
    After nearly 3 years of waiting our LO was born December 18th 2012!
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  • 1stLadyofVienna1stLadyofVienna
    so many hugs.  i'm so sorry.
    DX (me): PCOS DH: Perfect 4/2011: HSG
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  • BareBethCBareBethC

    Thank you everyone so much for your support and kind words, it is really helpful with dealing with this!

    Well, more details that I wasn't really up to typing out last night- they said that everything looked perfect as far as uterine lining and follie size, so hopefully there will be a repeat performance with this next cycle. And my FSH also went down, thankfully. Two months ago it was 10.5 and this past cycle it went down to 6, so hopefully it's just as good with the upcoming cycle. Still having a hard time but trying to psych myself up for the next cycle, hopefully this will be the one.

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  • Delta04Delta04 member

    I am so very sorry. 

    HUGE ::hugs::

    TTC since 3/07. IVF#1 = canceled. IVF#2 = 0% fertilization. IVF#3 = BFN. IVF#4 = c/p.  
    Moving forward with Adoption 2017!
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  • blueberries8blueberries8 member
    (((hugs))) Lots of luck to you with IUI #2!
    IUIs #1-3 (1x unmedicated, 2x Clomid) = 2 BFNs, 1 m/c at 7w3d
    IUIs #4-6 (injects) = 3 BFNs
    IVF #1 = BFN
    FET #1 = BFN
    FET #2 = BFN
    IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
    IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
    Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
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    TTC again March 2014
    FET #3 - May/June 2014     -     all embryos arrested before xfer - back to the drawing board...
    IVF #4 - July/August 2014 
    beta 1 (11dp3dt) 220, beta 2 (13dp3dt) 671, beta 3 (19dp3dt) 10762
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  • candiryan39candiryan39
    I am so sorry! I just had my first IUI, which was a BFN as well. I cried all day and sometimes I feel like if I talk about it I will cry more. Hang in there and as hard as it is, keep your sights set on IUI #2! ((hugs))
    Me: 28 DH: 33
    MFI: zero sperm (using pre-chemo frozen samples)
    9/2011 IUI#1 + 50mg Clomid= BFN
    10/2011 IUI#2 100mg Clomid+Trigger=BFN
    11/2011 IUI#3 (Last before IVF)100mg Clomid+Trigger=BFN
    1/2012 IVF. ER 1/25 (18R 15M 15F) ET 1/29
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