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On the brink of IF insanity!!!

reb259reb259 member
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At the grocery store, walking pat the magazines and one of them is screaming at me the Jennifer Aniston is KU with twins!!!  Couldnt even bring myself to read the article!!  I hate you and Beyonce...I am just so jealous!!!
I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
PAIF/SAIF always welcome
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Re: On the brink of IF insanity!!!

  • eponine7682eponine7682 member
    Yeah, that got to me too..
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    TTC since March/April 2010
    DX: MFI - less than 1 million sperm, 26% motility
    DH put on anastrozole to increase counts
    June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
    Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
    IVF - January 2012: BFN
    FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
    After nearly 3 years of waiting our LO was born December 18th 2012!
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  • rockpaperloverockpaperlove member

    Happy for each of them, but secretly JEALOUS BEYOND BELIEF!

    Countless BFN(s)
    Moving to IVF

    IVF1 (ICSI): Long Lupron
    6R. 3F. 3DT. 8Cell 1Grade 2Embies. 1Frostie.
    Beta 1/22: 14 Beta 1/24: 24 Beta 1/26: 28
    Round One Result: Chemical Pregnancy

    Pressing Forward

    IVF2 (ICSI/AH/ACU): Microdose Lupron Flare
    13R. 11F. 5DT. 2TFR'ed. 1Frostie.
    Round Two Result 4/30: Harsh BFN

    FET. 2TFR'ed.
    Round Three Result 6/25: BFN
    Where do we go from here?

    Moving forward with CCRM in 2013
    ODWU revealed blocked tube(s). Lap 2/15.
    Bilateral Tubal Ligation. Stage IV Endo.
    Finally some (tough) answers.


    IVF3 (ICSI/CCS): Antagonist with EPP
    13R. We have 3 CCS Normal Embryos!


    Lupron Depot: May 2013 to August 2013
    Long awaited FET on 9/3. 2TFR'ed.
    BFP on FRER 5dp5dt: IN SHOCK!
    Beta1 9/10: 152.7! Beta2 9/12: 378! Beta3 9/14: 1224! 

    1st ultrasound 10/1: TWO beautiful heartbeats!  Overjoyed!

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  • angela2004angela2004 member
    I hadn't seen that. I hope I don't. {{HUGS}}
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  • srkmsrkm
    Ugh...I hear ya.  Not to mention all of the people around me being pregnant...Confused
    Lucky IUI #3 Clomid + Menopur + IUI = BFP!!!
    Beta #1 (9.15.11) ~ 437!!! Beta #2 (9.19.11) ~ 1,854!!! EDD 05.24.2012 TWINS!!! BabyFruit Ticker

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  • rockpaperloverockpaperlove member

    I am green with envy and I secretly dream of baby room decor! 

     Am I off my rocker?  Surprise

     

    Countless BFN(s)
    Moving to IVF

    IVF1 (ICSI): Long Lupron
    6R. 3F. 3DT. 8Cell 1Grade 2Embies. 1Frostie.
    Beta 1/22: 14 Beta 1/24: 24 Beta 1/26: 28
    Round One Result: Chemical Pregnancy

    Pressing Forward

    IVF2 (ICSI/AH/ACU): Microdose Lupron Flare
    13R. 11F. 5DT. 2TFR'ed. 1Frostie.
    Round Two Result 4/30: Harsh BFN

    FET. 2TFR'ed.
    Round Three Result 6/25: BFN
    Where do we go from here?

    Moving forward with CCRM in 2013
    ODWU revealed blocked tube(s). Lap 2/15.
    Bilateral Tubal Ligation. Stage IV Endo.
    Finally some (tough) answers.


    IVF3 (ICSI/CCS): Antagonist with EPP
    13R. We have 3 CCS Normal Embryos!


    Lupron Depot: May 2013 to August 2013
    Long awaited FET on 9/3. 2TFR'ed.
    BFP on FRER 5dp5dt: IN SHOCK!
    Beta1 9/10: 152.7! Beta2 9/12: 378! Beta3 9/14: 1224! 

    1st ultrasound 10/1: TWO beautiful heartbeats!  Overjoyed!

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  • Ann679Ann679 member
    Ugh!! Sorry, sweets!  I hate days like that.  Hugs
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  • Delta04Delta04 member

    imagereb259:
    At the grocery store, walking pat the magazines and one of them is screaming at me the Jennifer Aniston is KU with twins!!!  Couldnt even bring myself to read the article!!  I hate you and Beyonce...I am just so jealous!!!

    It is definitely hard to see things like that - especially when the actress is in her mid to late 40s and is having twins.  I certainly don't begrudge them and their pregnancies but it still hurts and I wish it was me...I fell your pain.

    TTC since 3/07. IVF#1 = canceled. IVF#2 = 0% fertilization. IVF#3 = BFN. IVF#4 = c/p.  
    Moving forward with Adoption 2017!
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  • ellenchris0506ellenchris0506
    OMG...I know how you feel...I saw her on a magazine cover a few days ago about being pregnant and it pissed me off!  I mean, I've seen covers of pregnancy rumors about her for years, so who knows if it is actually true this time.
    Ellen & Chris 5/6/06
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    TTC Since 10/2007 with no luck and a 'go with the flow' attitude
    1/1010 FINALLY decided to have testing done, dx MFI
    7/2010 - DH starts Clomid to increase testosterone and hopefully sperm count
    10/2010 - Still low (but improved) sperm count.
    11/30/10 - IUI #1 and only = BFN
    February 2011 - IVF #1 w/ ICSI =
    Chemical PG (Beta 1: 10, Beta 2: 19, Beta 3: 17) :-(
    April 2011 - IVF #2 w/ ICSI = BFN :-(
    September 2011 - IVF #3 w/ ICSI = BFFN
    November 2011 - AMH level tested - .83 (normal for age range)
    February 2012 - IVF #4 w/ ICSI = (best response ever yet still) BFFN
    April 2012 - DNA testing - NORMAL, RE suggests cycling again with own eggs or using DE
    On Break indefinitely...not sure we can afford the emotional and financial roller coaster anymore.
    *PAIFW/SAIFW*
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  • Mitzi BishiMitzi Bishi
    They probably have personal doctors just working to get them pregnant. Think about those travel schedules... there's no way it just happens for so many of them. That still doesn't make me any less envious over their endless buckets of cash to make it work and have such attentive care. 
    (Live in Europe) TTC since 1/2010
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  • naybirdnaybird
    imagereb259:
    At the grocery store, walking pat the magazines and one of them is screaming at me the Jennifer Aniston is KU with twins!!!  Couldnt even bring myself to read the article!!  I hate you and Beyonce...I am just so jealous!!!
    Me too!! Especially since I've never liked either of them in the first place!
    Renee- 37 DH - Chad - 39
    2/06 - surprise pregnancy - twins
    3/06 - m/c 1st baby at 6 weeks 
    5/06 -2nd baby had no heartbeat at 14 wks.
    D&E - Bled out. Blood transfusions. Week in ICU - Cheated Death!
    Diagnosis: Blood clotting and bleeding disorder, immune issues, & cervical stenosis
    5/10 - 1st IVF cycle - BFN
    FET - 10/12/10 - BFN
    1/11 - IVF with PGD - BFN
    IVF - May - BFN
    6/11 New RE - fingers crossed!
    9/11 - IVF - 4 transferred
    10/13 - BFP!!
    It's a boy! Clint Michael, Due in June!!!

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  • stinkerbell6879stinkerbell6879 member

    imageMitzi Bishi:
    They probably have personal doctors just working to get them pregnant. Think about those travel schedules... there's no way it just happens for so many of them. That still doesn't make me any less envious over their endless buckets of cash to make it work and have such attentive care. 

    This. I know that Celine Dion said that she spent $60,000+ for her second pregnancy (??) So. un-fair. There is NO way we could keep going like that if/when we attempt our IVF.

    April 2013 DE IVF= BFN

    September 2013 DE IVF (Fingers Crossed) = BFFFN! again...

    October 2013 FET of our last 2 = Beta Hellzz for 6-7 Weeks. M/C

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  • Cupcake36Cupcake36 member
    I haven't seen this myself, so which magazine is saying it?  About Jennifer Aniston, that is?  Honestly, if it's not in People, it's not reliable information.  US Weekly, In Touch, etc. none of the others [tabloids] get really reliable information.  I only trust People, because the celebrities are actually giving them interviews.  All of the others are heresay.
    Me: 37 Dx: PCOS 10/09, started Clomid 8/10
    DH: 40 Dx: MFI 6/11
    IVF #1: Lupron
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  • solarflaresolarflare member
    I agree. Is this for real? I'll believe it when I see a baby bump. 
    ttc since 2/2010 ~
    me (36): Hypothyroid (on Levothroid), low vit. d, borderline/high fsh (day 3: between 7-10) (day 10: 13 during CCCT), AFC: 14
    dh (31): awesome (minus one sample with agglutination)
    Diagnosis:possible DOR and/or unexplained + elevated NK cells + MTHFR (C677T - one copy)

    MAY 2011 - FEB 2012 - 3 injectable IUI's with numerous cancellations due to high TSH levels
    MAY 2012 - onto IVF/ICSI (Antagonist Protocol) on BCP and Folgard (3 week delay - cyst - boooo) 5/21 start stims 5/30 ER 11R 8M 3F 6/2 3DT of 3 6/12 Beta #1 83 | 6/14 Beta #2 196 | 6/21 Beta #3 3818 | 6/28 Beta #4 22,213 | 7/2 1st U/S - 2 on board! 8/24 CVS reveals that we have a boy AND a girl on board!

    Healthy baby boy and girl born in February, 2013 at 38 weeks and 2 days!


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  • reb259reb259 member

    imagenaybird:
    imagereb259:
    At the grocery store, walking pat the magazines and one of them is screaming at me the Jennifer Aniston is KU with twins!!!  Couldnt even bring myself to read the article!!  I hate you and Beyonce...I am just so jealous!!!
    Me too!! Especially since I've never liked either of them in the first place!

    Totally agree!!

    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
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  • reb259reb259 member

    imageCupcake36:
    I haven't seen this myself, so which magazine is saying it?  About Jennifer Aniston, that is?  Honestly, if it's not in People, it's not reliable information.  US Weekly, In Touch, etc. none of the others [tabloids] get really reliable information.  I only trust People, because the celebrities are actually giving them interviews.  All of the others are heresay.

    I am not sure which one, it was US or In Touch one of the trashier tabs.  Honestly when I saw it was like running into an old ex...I didnt make eye contact, pretended I couldnt hear, and kept walking...quickly!! 

    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
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  • km0426km0426
    argh... I haven't seen it yet but dreading it.  Not sure if I can be happy for her even though she is one of my fav actors.... sigh.. IF has truly sucked the joy out of me...
    ***SAIF & PAIF Welcome***

    TTC since November 2008; me - poor egg quality,hypothyroidism,missing beta 3 integrin;
    DH - some MFI;

    1 month clomid plus timing - BFN;
    3 months clomid + IUI - BFN BFN BFN

    IVF #1 Nov/Dec 2009 - BFP - c/p;
    IVF #2.1 Jan 2011 - Converted to IUI - BFN;
    IVF #2.2 March/April 2011 - ER 3/23/11: 12 retrieved, 8 mature, 3 fert-ET 3dt 3/26/11: 3 embies - BFN;
    IVF #3 May 2011 - ER 5/19/11: 20 retrieved, 10 mature, 9 fert-ET 5dt 5/24/11 3 embies - BFN;
    Switched RE's for IVF #4 (CCRM) Oct 2011 - Surprise BFP before starting IVF #4!
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