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Can I vent for a second?

johnnys junejohnnys june member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

I'll keep it short...but it's not sweet...

- I'm super tired...leading up to AF maybe??  Restless nights have plagued me since my loss.
- AF is do this weekend, but his was my first Clomid cycle.  I ovulated (YAY -- 1st time in 9 months), but as my AF due date nears, I feel less hopeful for this cycle...for no other reason than "that's the way it goes." Reality.
- DH has had MF since I ovulated.  :(  I'm afraid to disappointment him.
- I've been searching through lawyers all day...I hate looking for lawyers.  They all seem crooked.  And all they want is my money....that I don't have.
- DH is working out and is a little obsessed with his weight loss.  30lbs down and he looks great.  He still looks at the scale and frets over 1 lb gained...worse than a girl.  And it stresses me out b/c it's not healthy mentally or emotionally for him!
- I miss Logan...alot today.  I think about him everyday...but there are days out of nowhere where it hurts unbearably so.  I hate these days.

 Vent over.  I just needed to tell someone.  A treat for you :)

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  • Missa_gMissa_g member
    *huge hug*
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    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
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  • Rawr08Rawr08
    I'm sorry you are having a rough day.  I hope tomorrow is better for you.
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  • heathergirl67heathergirl67 member
    Those down days (or weeks or months) are so hard. I can't imagine losing my baby as far along as you were. I am so impressed that you even manage to get out of bed in the morning, put one foot in front of the other, and dare to hope again. I truly hope that you will be bringing a baby brother or sister into this world for your son soon. ((HUGS))
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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member

    {{{huge hugs}}} It's still early at 10dpo! Don't give up hope yet!

    Thanks for the cupcake! That looks delish! 


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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  • johnnys junejohnnys june member
    imageheathergirl67:
    Those down days (or weeks or months) are so hard. I can't imagine losing my baby as far along as you were. I am so impressed that you even manage to get out of bed in the morning, put one foot in front of the other, and dare to hope again. I truly hope that you will be bringing a baby brother or sister into this world for your son soon. ((HUGS))
    Thank you for the kind words and encouragement...from you all. This journey is so difficult, but I've encountered some amazing women and I appreciate you all so much. Tomorrow is a new day, right!?
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  • cutebride73cutebride73 member
    ((((hugs))))  You can vent anytime.  I hope that better days are ahead. 
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  • LilMaggsLilMaggs member
    *massive hugs*
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    ((hugs)) Sorry you are having a rough day.

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  • EclairAngstEclairAngst
    (((HUGE HUGS)))
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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    Big (((HUGS))), friend.  I hope things start looking up for you.  You've been in my thoughts lately.
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    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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