I'll keep it short...but it's not sweet...
- I'm super tired...leading up to AF maybe?? Restless nights have plagued me since my loss.
- AF is do this weekend, but his was my first Clomid cycle. I ovulated (YAY -- 1st time in 9 months), but as my AF due date nears, I feel less hopeful for this cycle...for no other reason than "that's the way it goes." Reality.
- DH has had MF since I ovulated. I'm afraid to disappointment him.
- I've been searching through lawyers all day...I hate looking for lawyers. They all seem crooked. And all they want is my money....that I don't have.
- DH is working out and is a little obsessed with his weight loss. 30lbs down and he looks great. He still looks at the scale and frets over 1 lb gained...worse than a girl. And it stresses me out b/c it's not healthy mentally or emotionally for him!
- I miss Logan...alot today. I think about him everyday...but there are days out of nowhere where it hurts unbearably so. I hate these days.
Vent over. I just needed to tell someone. A treat for you