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I am still angry

poohbear033poohbear033 member
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Today I feel angry. I am angry that I am 26 years old and I lost my first pregnancy. I am angry that I have to take a fertility drug to try to get pregnant. I am angry that everyone around me is pregnant or has a baby. I miss my LO, I guess with tomorrow being August 1st and my EDD is coming up it just makes it worse. I have no chance of getting a BFP before then. UGH maybe this moodiness is a sign AF is on her way. I really hope so. I filled my clomid prescription today and that could be why I am in an angry mood.

Thanks for listening to my vent. Have a happy week!!!!

Wedding 08/08/08

BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11

Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11

BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13

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    jkfranklinjkfranklin member

    {{HUGS}}

    I needed clomid to get pg with DS.  FX you won't need it.  You aren't out until AF shows.

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    figgs0831figgs0831 member
    I'm sorry you're having a bad day.  Hopefully this round of clomid will be the last!!!

     Our baby boy,Logan, was born still at 19w3d on 7/1/2011
    Our 2nd baby boy, Mason, was born still at 20w3d on 1/31/2012

     After a much needed sanity break... we are praying for our rainbows

    ((BFP 7/29/13))  ((EDD 4/12/14))  It's BOY/GIRL twins!!!

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    cmumamacmumama member
    ((hugs!!))  I'm right there with you.  My EDD is Friday and I thought for sure i'd be pg by then. 
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    csuperstar02csuperstar02 member
    Sorry you're having a rough day. Vent away as needed! Hope you have a great week too.

    Well-behaved women rarely make history.

    BFP #1 ~ 4.29.11 | Blighted Ovum 6.2.11 | D&C 6.9.11
    DX Unicornuate Uterus 4.12
    BFP #2 ~ 10.12.12 | m/c 11.25.12 | D&C 2.8.13

    BFP #3 ~ 12.11.13 | heartbeat ~12.20 :) | no heartbeat ~12.27 | D&C 1.6.14

    BFP #4 ~ 7.20.14 | EDD 3.29.15 | heartbeat x2 eeek! ~ 8.4 | heard heartbeat-120 ~ 8.8 |

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    CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    {{{hugs}}} Good luck this cycle with clomid!


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
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    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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    VikingQueenVikingQueen member
    ((hugs)) I am so sorry hon
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    ktsnshnktsnshn
    Sorry you are feeling angry. I was feeling that way all weekend. Hope things start to turn around. Hugs.
    BFP#1 7/09 DS born 3/30/10 BFP#2 5/11 M/C 6/11 BFP#3 9/11 M/C 10/11 BFP #4 5/20/12 Pregnancy Ticker
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    poohbear033poohbear033 member
    Thanks ladies. I hope AF shows her ugly face soon so I can just move on.
    Wedding 08/08/08

    BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11

    Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11

    BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13

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    lkwelterlkwelter member

    I totally hear you!  I have those days every once in a while and today was kind of one of those days.  It feels good to vent especially to people that understand how you feel.  You're not alone and I hope you get your BFP soon.  I've never been on clomid but my friend tried it and it made her super moody so that might have something to do with it??  I'm sure you already knew that though.  Good luck and I hope your week gets better.

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    Gator687Gator687 member
    Huge ((hugs))!! I am sorry you've had such a bad day. :(  FX crossed AF won't show!
    First BFP April 2011, EDD 01/11/11, MMC June 20, 2011 D&C June 20, 2011 Second BFP September 23, 20011 CP diagnosed September 26, 2011 PAL/PGAL welcome
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    PachitaPachita member

    ((BIG HUGS)).  I had the same feelings when my baby's EDD was approaching.  It's totally ok to feel that way and know that you're not alone. 

    Hopefully you can turn your angry feelings into positive ones soon.  FX that this will be your cycle!

    BFP#1: 7/14/10.  EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
    BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
    BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby!                                                                                                                                           BFP #4:  2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15                                                                                                                                                                                      BFP #5:  4/5/15   EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)

    BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
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    gina&dave07gina&dave07 member

    Big hugs to you!

    I hope AF shows very soon so you can start Clomid.

    FX that it works and you get your BFP very soon!

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    buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    I am in the exact same shoes (August EDD and clomid is up next.)  It is hard, one of the hardest things I have dealt with.  I am sorry today is particularly difficult for you.  Remember, you're not out until AF shows, I have my fingers AND toes crossed for you that she doesn't!  ::HUGS::

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    (((HUGS)))

    I vote for a massive graduation wave we can call the Clomid Rockstars!

    (and we won't forget the opening act, General TTCAL and the BFPs!) 

     I am not on Clomid but this is a parade I'd love to march in! 

    I am hoping AF hurries up so you can move on to another cycle.  Don't feel bad for being angry - you have every right.  (((HUGS)))

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    poohbear033poohbear033 member
    imagePetraStonegirl:

    (((HUGS)))

    I vote for a massive graduation wave we can call the Clomid Rockstars!

    (and we won't forget the opening act, General TTCAL and the BFPs!) 

     

    I would LOVE to join this! I really just want AF so I can move on. I feel like I am starting all over again. It was hard waiting for AF and now to find out I haven't been ovulating in almost 6 months. UGH!!!! FX for a huge wave of grads. 

    Wedding 08/08/08

    BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11

    Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11

    BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13

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