Today I feel angry. I am angry that I am 26 years old and I lost my first pregnancy. I am angry that I have to take a fertility drug to try to get pregnant. I am angry that everyone around me is pregnant or has a baby. I miss my LO, I guess with tomorrow being August 1st and my EDD is coming up it just makes it worse. I have no chance of getting a BFP before then. UGH maybe this moodiness is a sign AF is on her way. I really hope so. I filled my clomid prescription today and that could be why I am in an angry mood.
Thanks for listening to my vent. Have a happy week!!!!
Re: I am still angry
{{HUGS}}
I needed clomid to get pg with DS. FX you won't need it. You aren't out until AF shows.
Our baby boy,Logan, was born still at 19w3d on 7/1/2011
Our 2nd baby boy, Mason, was born still at 20w3d on 1/31/2012
After a much needed sanity break... we are praying for our rainbows
((BFP 7/29/13)) ((EDD 4/12/14)) It's BOY/GIRL twins!!!
Well-behaved women rarely make history.
BFP #1 ~ 4.29.11 | Blighted Ovum 6.2.11 | D&C 6.9.11
DX Unicornuate Uterus 4.12
BFP #2 ~ 10.12.12 | m/c 11.25.12 | D&C 2.8.13
BFP #3 ~ 12.11.13 | heartbeat ~12.20 | no heartbeat ~12.27 | D&C 1.6.14
BFP #4 ~ 7.20.14 | EDD 3.29.15 | heartbeat x2 eeek! ~ 8.4 | heard heartbeat-120 ~ 8.8 |
11.6.14 Courtland Jeremiah & Landon Joseph born sleeping
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11
Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11
BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13
I totally hear you! I have those days every once in a while and today was kind of one of those days. It feels good to vent especially to people that understand how you feel. You're not alone and I hope you get your BFP soon. I've never been on clomid but my friend tried it and it made her super moody so that might have something to do with it?? I'm sure you already knew that though. Good luck and I hope your week gets better.
((BIG HUGS)). I had the same feelings when my baby's EDD was approaching. It's totally ok to feel that way and know that you're not alone.
Hopefully you can turn your angry feelings into positive ones soon. FX that this will be your cycle!
BFP#1: 7/14/10. EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby! BFP #4: 2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15 BFP #5: 4/5/15 EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)
BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
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I hope AF shows very soon so you can start Clomid.
FX that it works and you get your BFP very soon!
I am not on Clomid but this is a parade I'd love to march in!
I am hoping AF hurries up so you can move on to another cycle. Don't feel bad for being angry - you have every right. (((HUGS)))
I would LOVE to join this! I really just want AF so I can move on. I feel like I am starting all over again. It was hard waiting for AF and now to find out I haven't been ovulating in almost 6 months. UGH!!!! FX for a huge wave of grads.
BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11
Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11
BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13