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floco01floco01
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I was told about the sight by a friend of mine after loosing my baby. I was 8 weeks along and was so excited to be having another baby. My first doctors visit went well... they told me what not to do what was good for me to do... you know the usual spiel they give.. Got the ultrasound and heard the babies heartbeat and felt so amazing that i was lucky to have a baby growing inside of me after 5 years..  When i went back for a second checkup, they took me to the back room, i was alone, my boyfriend was out of  town working and my mom was out of town. They started the procedure and i saw the baby.. smiled, then looked at the nurse.. she had a puzzled look on her face and whispered something to herself. I asked her if anything was wrong and she looked at me and shook her head.. so I look back at the screen and she was trying to find a heart beat.. Nothing......... My heart fell... she told me "im sorry but this is not a good pregnancy" she told me to sit tight got the DR and they told me that the baby stopped growing.. I still dont know how to re-act.. im devestated.. I wanted this so much and it slipped through my fingers.. I had the DNC done the next day and its been a painful few weeks for me.. I know the pain will ease as the days go on..but i will never forget the life i had growing inside of me even for the short time it was... :( i cry myself to sleep everynight. i cry in the shower, i cry when i see other pregnant women and think to myself "why did this have to happen?" Im in so much pain and i have to hide it cause i cant show emotion at work, or at home with my 5 year old son running around.. I know i have to try for his sake.. i just dont feel motivated to do anything anymore...
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  • amyrdz522amyrdz522
    Hey girl, As you know i am terribly sorry for your loss and I went through the same experience only a week ago. It is unfortunate that we share the same pain but just know that we are all here for support and if you ever need to vent, cry or just need someone to listen we will be here. ((hugs))
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  • floco01floco01
    Thanks and I am here for you too if you ever need to vent or just cry..
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  • Diananicole7Diananicole7 member
    I am so very sorry for your loss.
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    1st BFP 6/17/2011, EDD 2/22/2012, Saw HB 7/12/2011 at 7wks6d, Missed MC 7/26/2011 at 9wks6d, D&C 7/27/2011

    2nd BFP 11/15/2011, EDD 7/11/2012, MC 11/16/2011 at 5wks6d

    3rd BFP 1/23/2012, EDD 10/4/2012, Our baby boy was born on 9/27/2012

    4th BFP 3/19/2014, EDD 11/30/2014, MC 3/31/2014 at 5wks1d

    5th BFP 6/1/2014, EDD 2/12/2015, diagnosed with a large subchorionic hemorrhage 6/17/2014, hemorrhage resolved 7/15/2014

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  • floco01floco01
    Thank You, Im so very sorry for yours as well..
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  • JustPipJustPip
    I am so sorry for your loss.  Our stories are similar, my husband and mom were away and I am trying to stay strong in front of my 5 year old.  I wish there was something that I could say or do to make it easier but for now my thoughts and prayers are with you.
    Trying to conceive #2 since Oct. 2008 BFP 6/14/11, 7/5/11 - Gestational Sac measured 7 weeks 6 days, Baby measured 5 weeks 6 days, No Heartbeat, 7/11/11 - Missed Miscarriage confirmed, 7/18/11 - D&C
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  • hungryhippohungryhippo member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish you didn't have to be here, but I'm glad you found this board. The women here are wonderful and incredibly supportive.
    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
    Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!! 
    BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
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    Congratulations to the fabulous KGS2003! Her sweet boys are here! Grow boys grow!!!
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  • floco01floco01
    My 5 year old was so excited about the fact that he was going to be a "big Brother" but when i explained to him what happened.. he cried but asked if we could send the baby flowers in heaven.. so we are going to Plant a tree in memory of the baby.. That made me so happy and proud that he was so understanding at such a young tender age.
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  • JustPipJustPip

    imagefloco01:
    My 5 year old was so excited about the fact that he was going to be a "big Brother" but when i explained to him what happened.. he cried but asked if we could send the baby flowers in heaven.. so we are going to Plant a tree in memory of the baby.. That made me so happy and proud that he was so understanding at such a young tender age.

     That is so sweet.

    Trying to conceive #2 since Oct. 2008 BFP 6/14/11, 7/5/11 - Gestational Sac measured 7 weeks 6 days, Baby measured 5 weeks 6 days, No Heartbeat, 7/11/11 - Missed Miscarriage confirmed, 7/18/11 - D&C
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