i am now. i posted earlier about the tightness in my chest and not being able to take full breaths/stress/anxiety/etc. so i called my pcp to schedule an appt. his first available was aug 15 and so i asked the scheduler to put me with another dr in the practice. when she tried doing that, there was a message in my "file" that my pcp really needed to see me.
oooookay.
so, she called the nurse while i was still on the line and told me that yes, the dr. wanted to see me and they would work me in tomorrow. the nurse will call me back to schedule a time.
i asked the scheduler if she had any idea what this was in reference to and of course she didn't know. my pcp is also my kids' dr and ethan just had his 18 mo appt 2 wks ago. i haven't seen my dr. since jan. do you think it could be about ethan? everything seemed to be fine in both appt's (ethan is actually growing!).
i hope it's nothing b/c seriously, if there was something the dr. really needed to see me for ... wouldn't i get a phone call from them .... instead of waiting for me to randomly call!? whatever. i need to chill the eff out. thanks for letting me vent.
Re: well if i wasn't having a panic attack before ...
It's probably nothing, but anxiety has that funny way of bringing out the worst of your fears. ((hugs)) I know telling you to not worry is just not helpful right now, because I've been there.
Let me know if you ever want to talk--I went through a really awful time with anxiety last year and managed to get through it--and here I am, in a really tough time and holding up okay.