Pregnant after a Loss

Sadly, I won't be staying

My 2nd beta was down to 14.  I knew it was coming though - the HPT's kept getting lighter.  Not sure where we will go from here.  This is my 4th loss and I just don't know how much more I can take. 

Thanks for the great welcome.  It was really good to be here, even though it was short lived.  Hopefully, some day I can come back and get to stay. 

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  • So sorry to hear that. (((((HUGE HUGS)))) and good luck with however you decide to move forward, I know it's hard but try not to give up hope that someday you will get a take home baby.

    BFP 7/27/10, no hb discovered 9/3/10, natural m/c 9/17/10
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  • I am so sorry for your loss - it is never easy especially with repeat losses. My thoughts and prayers go out to you. Don't lose hope... (((HUGS)))
  • jen629jen629 member
    Oh God no..I am so sad for you sweetie many hugs
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  • ((Hugs Hugs)) I am so very sorry. Sending thoughts and prayers your way!
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  • No.  Nonono!  I am so so sorry.  I know that doesn't even begin to cover it, but it is true.  I will be thinking about you and willing you to get back here as soon as possible.  ((hugs))
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  • *HUGS*  I'm so sorry for your loss.  I hope you are able to find a peaceful path, wherever your life leads you (and hopefully it's one that you want). 
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  • I am so, so sorry. I wish there was something I could say to make it better.  ((HUGS))
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  • I am so, so sorry :(
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  • I can't imagine feeling the pain of loss more than once...four times just seems cruel.  I hope you find answers and have your take home baby soon.  Take care of yourself!!

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  • So fricking unfair!  Hun, I am so sorry.  Sometimes the universe just sucks major @ss for no good reason whatsoever.  I hate that you are going through this again.  I wish I could say or do something to make it better.  The best I can do is let you know that I'm thinking about you and sending you lots of love and hugs.  
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  • I?m so sorry you?re going through this again. Sending big hugs your way.

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    BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13 

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  • No no no!! :'( I am so so sorry. So unfair. ((bighugs))
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  • I'm so sorry....I was thinking of you today. I'm sorry for all you've been through
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  • I am so so sorry for your loss. Huge (((HUGS)))
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  • I'm really sorry.  This is completely and utterly not fair.  Take care of yourself.  (((((Hugs))))))
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Huge hugs as you take some time to figure out what's best for you and your family.
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  • Oh god.  No.  No no NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

    Crying  Hon, I am so so SOOO incredibly sorry for your loss.  I just.... I don't have any words.  Just ((((((HUGE HUGS))))))  Crying

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  • {{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}  I am so sorry hunny.
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  • Not.frigging.fair. I am so, so sorry. Lots of T&Ps and ((hugs)).
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    I am so sorry ((huge hugs))
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  • Huge hug! I am so sorry.
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  • oh no, i'm so sorry, i totally missed your BFP and was so sad to see this.  I'm really, really sorry.  I don't get it.  i hate that this is happening again.  My T&P's go out to you.  (((hugs)))
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  • I am so very sorry and reading this news just breaks my heart for you. I wish you the best on your journey to heal and hope to see you back here soon.
  • Oh no no no. I'm so so sorry. There are no words to make this day better. I'll be thinking of you.

    ((Big huge hugs))

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  • (((hugs))) I am so very sorry =(.  The world is so unfair.  My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.  I too hope that you can come back and stay.
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    So sorry.  (((hugs)))

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  • I'm so sorry Sad
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  • I am so very sorry - T&Ps to you.
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    I am so sorry.  My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

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  • I'm so, so sorry for your loss.  It is totally unfair that you are going through this again.  You will be in my T&Ps.
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  • I am so sorry that you have to go through this again.  I'm thinking of you.  ((hugs))

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  • I am so incredibly sorry!!!! ((hugs))
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  • Oh, I am so so sorry.
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  • I'm so sorry.

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  • Im sorry for your loss. Sending HUGS to you
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  • I am so sorry for your loss -- sending ((Hugs)) and T&P for peace and healing your way. 

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  • I am so extremely sorry. ((Huge hugs))
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  • I'm so sorry.  It is so unfair that you are experiencing loss again.  I pray that you find healing and that you have a healthy pregnancy in the near future.  Take care.
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  • ((((HUGS))))

    It's heartbreaking that you are going through this again.  I'm so incredibly sorry.

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