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Had to leave Jan 2012 Moms board, will you take me back?

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Hi ladies..some of you may remember me. After trying to conceive w/ PCOS and in the month we were on the waiting list to see an RE, DH and I got our miracle BFP (no drugs or anything) in May..the first appt in June at 6wks5days showed a very strong heartbeat...we saw the flicker..it was amazing.

Tuesday at our 12 wk appt. after the doppler for 10 minutes and sever abdominal and a long internal ultrasound and 3 doctors to verify...we found that last week at 11 wks. 4 days our precious Baby Avila went to be with Jesus...

Yestrday was my D&C (very traumatic and painful, we are in talks with Kaiser as the procedure just seemed to unbearable to have been normal to me). In those two days I felt strong...I felt God comforting be and bringing me some peace and strength I think He knew I needed...and today..with not having to technically go through anything else but deal with it all I feel the loss now, more than ever.

DH and I are planning to drive along the coast to Half Moon Bay or Santa Cruz just the two of us to...say goodbye...we have been forced to witht the loss and I know I haven't yet..we know we do not want to give up, we want to try again..I just dont know where to go from here but this is the board I came from so...I was hoping to be able to come back and in time contribute...thanks ladies for all the love and support...I'm so so sad to be back but I know the support in 3T is amazing and I hope to contribute also...

Thanks...

 

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  • I am Marla SingerI am Marla Singer member

    I'm SO sorry for your loss! ((HUGS))

     

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  • btaylor19btaylor19 member
    I am so sorry for your loss

    TTC since 2010

    lots of IUIs and 1 IVF all BFNs

    FET currently on hold

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  • moosegalmoosegal member
    I am so sorry :(  I hope your return to us is short ((hugs))
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  • renee3n2008renee3n2008 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss! ((hugs))
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    2/2010 - 5/2010 Testing with OBGYN
    8/2010 First RE Appointment
    11/2010 Second Opinion RE Appointment
    12/2010 Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
    1/2011 Clomid + IUI #2 = BFN
    2/2011 Clomid + IUI #3 = BFN
    5/2011 IVF #1, ET 6/2, Beta 6/15 = BFN
    8/2011 FET ET 9/12 = BFN :0(
    On a break to save money.
    1/2012 IVF #2 ER 1/12, ET 1/15, Beta 1/27 = BFFN
    4/2012 FET ET ??/?? =
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  • Rabitt313Rabitt313 member
    I am so sorry for your loss and what you and your DH are going through.  My thoughts are with you.

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  • hunterjumper102hunterjumper102 member
    Oh sweetie I am deeply sorry for your loss.  Of course we will have you back.  ((Big Hugs))
    Trying To Conceive since November 2009
    Dx: PCOS and MFI
    IUI#1-4 all BFN
    IVF#1 January (4R, 4M, 1F) BFP
    Colt was born on 10/27 at 11:50pm. 6lbs and 19 1/4"
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  • ccamccam member
    I am so, so sorry.  My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your husband.  Take care of yourselves.

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    Trying for #1 since May 2010   l   DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011

    IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks

    November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!

    Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26

    1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12 :)   **TEAM GREEN!**

    Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12

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    FET #1 - October '13 - c/p   l   FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled :(   l   FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN

    ~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~

    Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14 :)    **TEAM GREEN!**

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  • mwlovemwlove
    ((Hugs)) I'm so so sorry for your loss.
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  • mdiblasi10mdiblasi10 member
    I am so very sorry for your loss.
    Dx: Unexplained Infertility

    TTC #1 
    IUI's #1 - #3 Clomid = BFN's, IUI #4 Follistim = BFP
    Grayson arrived via emergency c-section on 7/28/12!

    TTC #2 
    IUI's #1 - #4 Follistim = BFN's
    IVF #1 w/ ICSI + PGS: Lupron/Follistim/Menopur
    ER 4/13 - 19R, 13F, 4 PGS tested embryos, 1 normal
    5/14 FET: BFP. Beta #1: 123, Beta #2: 327, Beta #3: 854
    Cora arrived 1/23/15 via RCS!
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  • limpetfanlimpetfan member
    I am so sorry for your loss.  ((hugs))
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    3 IUI/TI cycles = BFN
    IVF #1 with ICSI: antagonist protocol = BFFN
    IVF #2 with ICSI : Lupron downregulation = BFFN...FML
    IVF #3 with ICSI and AH (Antagonist) = IT'S A BOY!!!!

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  • softbalangelsoftbalangel
    I'm so sorry hun. ((hugs))
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  • palelilybluepalelilyblue
    I'm very sorry for your loss and sorry that you have to come back here.
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  • skibostonskiboston
    I am so sorry for your loss.
    TTC#1
    DX Hypothyroid,Prolactinoma, Annovulatory Cycles, Celiac, Lichen,IBS, Severe Allergies ETC>>
    M/C 1/2011
    May 2011 Clomid 50mg +Ovidrel-BFN
    June 2011 HSG, DH SA Both Normal
    Sept 2011 C/P
    Sep 2011 IUI w/Frozen Sperm, progesterone therapy
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  • LindzKLindzK member
    I am deeply sorry to hear about your loss lovin'. And sorry you have to come back, and yes you are always welcome.
    Me=30, DH=31
    Together since 2000, Married 10/17/2009
    TTC since 2/2010,Dx with PCOS 12/2010, taking 1500mg Metformin
    2/11-6/11 Medicated cycles w/RE
    7/11-9/11 Break from RE
    Suprise BFP 10/7/11! DD born 6/14/2012!!!
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  • TheHensonWeddingTheHensonWedding
    I am so sorry. You & DH are in my thoughts & prayers as you go through whatever grieving process is right for you. I know you probably don't want to see any silver lining yet, but on a side note I would think that it is a great sign that you were able to get pregnant at all. Hang in there and GL! 
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  • genmalonegenmalone member
    I'm so sorry for your loss.  Of course you are welcome back but I'm just sorry you have to be here.

    After more than 2 years of fertility treatments, FET did the trick!
    IVF March 2012 - BFP! - Severe OHSS = 8 days in the hospital in kidney failure
    No heartbeat at 10w6d
    FET August 27,2012 = BFP!
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  • Ber09Ber09

    I'm so sorry for you loss. Thinking and praying for you and your husband to find peace during this time.

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  • boymamacoboymamaco member
    I'm so sorry for your loss! No one should have to go through that. Definitely take your time and process the emotions of it. Sounds like you and your DH have a nice drive planned - I love that part of NoCal. Hugs!
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  • 99luftballoons99luftballoons
    I'm very sorry for your loss. 
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  • Jill070707Jill070707
    I'm so sorry for your loss.
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  • blue+skiesblue+skies member
    Sooo sorry for your loss. Take your time to heal, and we are all here to support you.
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  • BRBR member
    I'm very sorry for your loss.  How terrible.  Hugs to you.
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  • pulga131pulga131
    Oh dear. I'm so so sorry to hear about your m/c. I can't even imagine what you are going through! Welcome back and I hope you are able to recover physically and mentally soon :(
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  • Sterling8888Sterling8888 member
    I am so very sorry for your loss.  Good luck to you in your physical and emotional recovery.
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    Dx: Hypothyroid, High FSH, Low progesterone, Blocked left tube
    BFP 5-2-11; m/c 5-9-11
    July 2011: 50 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI #1 (7/13) + Progesterone = BFP!!
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  • erinpamderinpamd
    I'm so sorry for your loss Sad  Hopefully your stay here will be very short and sweet!
    TTC #1 since March 2010
    Dx with endometriosis
    Feb 2011, lap/hysteroscopy to remove endo and polyps
    April/May 2011: IUI #1: clomid/pregnyl/prometrium= BFN
    May/June 2011: IUI #2: same protocol= BFN
    June/July 2011: IUI #3: same protocol= BFP!!!
    Beta #1: 7/20/11= 75.9
    Beta #2: 7/22/11= 197
    1st u/s on 8/9/11
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  • inlovewithBinlovewithB
    I am so sorry. Nothing hurst like losing a much wanted baby. Sending hugs your way! I found comfort in the book "Heaven is for Real" after my loss. 
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    b2b Injectable IUI #1 7/25/10 & 7/26/10 = BFP beta 14dpIUI = 133 MC 9/14 at 9 weeks
    b2b Injectable IUI #2 12/5/10 & 12/6/10 = BFN
    IVF #1 ER 3/28/11 ET 3 embryos 3/31/11= BFN
    b2b Injectable IUI#3 6/28/11 & 6/29/11 = BFN
    PAIF/SAIF Welcome :)

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  • Jezebell26Jezebell26 member
    Oh Sweetie i am so sorry. It makes me so mad that you have to be back here. PM me if you ever need to talk. Take comfort in your husband and take time to grieve. I can recommend a great book if you are interested that my husband got me. It really really helped. We are all here for you when you are ready!
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  • Mrs.McIrishMrs.McIrish member
    I am so sorry for your loss. That must be so heartbreaking. Take care of yourself as you mourn. Hugs.

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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  • weareteameweareteame member
    I remember you...I'm so, so sorry for your loss. ((hugs))
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  • Raggedy1Raggedy1 member

    I'm sorry for your loss, my thoughts are with you.  

    I'm a Bay Area TTC'er too, I think a coast drive will be soothing.   

    TTC #1 2+ Years with Unexplained IF
    1st & Only BFP: 1st IVF w/ ICSI, 3dt of 2 7-cell, grade 2 embryos on 8/25/12
    Beta #1 9/5: 87.2 BFP! - Beta #2 9/7: 248 - 1st US @ 6w3d Two Heartbeats! - MoDi Girls!
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  • byrne15byrne15 member
    very sorry for your loss

    ~after 34 cycles we finally got our 2nd little bundle of joy~
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  • ShaylizShayliz member
    So sorry for your loss :( 
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  • Bizzy98Bizzy98
    I am so sorry for your loss.  I hope you and DH are able to take some time for the two of you and I hope you feel better.
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  • lynn0926lynn0926 member
    I am so sorry for your loss :(
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  • katib77katib77 member
    I'm so so sorry you're having to deal with this.  (((HUGS)))

    TTC since July 2009. Dx MFI & LPD. 
    IUI#1&2&3 (2011 & 2012) BFN
    IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
    IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)
    IVF w/ICSI Oct. 2, 2012 - 13R, 11M, 7F, 1 frozen blast 4BB grade - - - FET Nov 15, 2013
    BFP! Beta 1:104 @ 10dp6dt, Beta 2:178 @ 12dp6dt,  beta 3:366 @ 14dp6dt
    Saw heartbeat twice before missed M/C at 8w3d on 12/27/13, missing my little angel boy
    JUNE 2014 IVF#2;  5R, 2M, 1F Three day transfer 6/7.  Beta 6/18 - BFN
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  • ukcats27ukcats27 member
    I am so sorry for your loss ((hugs))
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    MFI, Lap on 7/21/11 - Stage III/IV Endo and Polyps removed by D&C
    IVF #1 with ICSI - ER 1/20 (16R, 12M, 10F), ET 1/23 (1-10 cell and 1-8cell transferred), BFP on 1/31 Beta #1 on 2/3 = 68, Beta #2 on 2/6 = 261 EDD 10/12/12  
    Baby girl born 9/22/12

    FET #1 - 9/16/13 - BFN

    IVF #2 - ER 11/11/13 (24R, 18M, 16F), ET 11/16 (2 Grade A blasts)
    BFP on 11/23 Beta #1 = 76 EDD 8/2/14


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  • honeybadger2010honeybadger2010
    I'm so very sorry for your loss.
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  • Eve_AngeliqueEve_Angelique member
    So sorry for your loss, t&p coming your way. 
    TTC since August 2009
    Clomid for 6 cycles starting August 2010- O but no BFP
    SA Septemeber 2010 Looking good 
    HSG September 2010 All clear 
    1st RE visit May 2011 - IUI#1 June 20, 2011: BFN
    IUI #2 July 31 2011: BFP - m/c @ 5w1d
    Surprise BFP on a break cycle 10/4/11, Due June 4, 2012, Born 6/9/2012
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    TTC#2 : Cycles 1-3 Protocol 1500mg Metformin Daily, Femara + Ovidrel, Progresterone support 
    HSG#2 November 2013 All clear
    Cycle 4 Metformin, Femara, Bravelle, Ovidrel, Progesterone = BFP
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  • DoubleBubble08DoubleBubble08
    Oh, I am so sorry for your loss. :(
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  • jbeck78jbeck78

    I'm so sorry for your loss!! ((Big Hugs))

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