Well I made it through a couple events the last 2 days. One - visited close family friend who I hadn't seen in a bit, who has a daughter 2 yrs younger than me, who is due around the time I was. She of course was there as well and I just tried to look at her face and not her bump. I thought it my head, that is how I would look, but just tried to focus on chit chat. Think all was fine and not too weird.
Two - then at my friend's son's grad party last night, there was a gal there I know and she just had her baby, 1 mo. old. I get handed the baby, as "you can practice". At first I was like uh... then it was fine. Kinda weird but all was ok. I think maybe it had to do with my mindset of trying to just relax and let things be and not let myself get so stressed? Plus I also feel like I had eyes on me from a few people that knew of my loss of "will she be ok", so, all in all I survived. Now for some good wine and hot bath tonight, and cuddling with DH
Cheers ladies and cheers to optimism.
Re: made it through a few things (pg., baby ment.)
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