I had my d & c a week ago yesterday. I was 14w2d but the baby's heart had stop beating at 8w2d. I cried for 3days straight after the d&c. But now I just want to get pregnant again as soon as possible. I am so ready to be a mother and it already took us a year to get pregnant with this baby. I really want to be pregnant again. I didnt get to feel the baby move and I only had one ultrasound which was at 8weeks I just dont feel like I really got attached to that particular baby. This must sound just aweful. I just keep telling myself that is I had been able to carry the baby to term it probably would have suffered with so many health problems and i cant imagine my child having to suffer. Now I have all these baby clothes and blankets etc sitting in my dining room, and I just want to get pregnant again so I have a baby to use them.
I'm sorry if this last part offends anyone but I really need to get this out.
I want to get pregnant and forget this ever happened.