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  • I am so sorry. This breaks my heart. :(
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  • 'm so very sorry, worms. UGH!!! ((hugs))
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  • LIAngelLIAngel member

    What the Fluck?!  I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. . 

     

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  • may2806may2806 member
    Oh no, this is just so unfair. I am so, so very sorry you are going through this. It is just not right. I am sending lots of thoughts and prayers for you and your DH. ((HUGE HUGS))
    Dx: High FSH, stage IV endo, homozygous C677T MTHFR and PAI-1
    Early loss 10/08
    Lap 1/09
    IVF #1 "natural IVF" - 1 egg retrieved, missed m/c
    Tried several mini-stim cycles with no response
    Switched clinics - dx'd as carrier for Fragile X
    IVF #2 MDL protocol Jan/Feb converted to IUI, BFN
    IVF #2 take 2: Antagonist, one embie, BFN
    IVF #3: Antagonist, no fertilization
    One last ditch effort at OE IVF (antagonist with Clomid) cancelled
    DE cycle #1 Jan/Feb 2011, BFP, ectopic
    DE cycle #2 June/July 2011 - BFP
    10/28/11 Baby girl lost at 17 weeks due to pre-term labor. We love and miss you.
    DE cycle #3 June/July 2012 - BFP, twins, both heartbeats stopped, D&C
    2 frosties but don't know what's next
    FET Dec 2012: BFP! Praying this one sticks for the long haul!
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    *hugs*  There are no words.
    Husband has cystic fibrosis. I'm a carrier. We did TESE, IVF, ICSI, and PGD. After two failed IVFs, we were blessed with our twins.

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  • O worms. I don't even know what to say to you. I am so, so, so unbelievably sorry. (((hugs)))

    SAIF/PAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC #1 May 2008
    6 Rounds Clomid, 1 Round Femera-BFN
    4 IUIs (1 Clomid, 1 Femara, 2 injectables)-BFN
    February 2010-Laparoscopy
    4 months of Lupron
    August 2010-IUI #5-BFN
    October 2010-IUI #6-BFN
    IVF #1 November 2010-BFN
    IVF #2 March 2011-BFN
  • I am so sorry.  Thoughts and prayers will continue for you and your DH.  {{{hugs}}}
    TTC #1 since 9/07
    Dx MFI, AMA, Endo, AMH .16
    Lap 10/09 Removed endometrioma, stage IV endo and adhesions
    Lap 2/10 Endometrioma cysts & adhesions returned.
    Ivf #1 4/10 Antagonist, ET Cancelled.
    IVF #2 2/11 A/ACP+E2V C/P
    IVF #3 6/11 Letrozole/Antagonist BFN
    IVF #4 11/11 Low stim Antagonist BFN
    Lap 3/12 Lap & Selective HSG
    Many cycles of Letrozole and LP HCG w/TI and LDN
    IVF #5 8/12 Low stim BFN
    IUI #1 10/12 BFN br> S&PAIFW
  • I am so sorry that you have to go through this.
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  • Mrs. MoMrs. Mo member

    Motherfvcker !

    I am so so so very sorry, worms ! Sh!t like this is just unfair. {{{HUGE hugs}}}



    "Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." -- Dale Carnegie
    "Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time." --Thomas A. Edison
  • Oh no worms!! I am so so so sorry. It just isn't fair to you.
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  • I am so so sorry. 
  • I am so, so sorry Worms.
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  • I am so sorry, it's just not fair.



    4 Clomid cycles BFN's,3 injectible cycles BFN, 3 failed IUI's
    Hystroscopy to remove cysts 11/2010
    IVF #1 with ICSI Graydon Dane born Oct. 23, 2011 via c-section at 38 weeks.
    Surprise BFP 10/9/12. Blighted ovum at 8wks. D&C 11/1/12.
    Surprise BFP#2 TWINS!!! Boy/Girl twins.

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  • Worms, I have no words for you.  I am still praying for a miracle for you.  No one should have to go through what you have.

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  • I'm utterly heartbroken for you and your DH.  Huge T&Ps.  I'm so so sorry.  ((hugs))  You deserved this so much and I am so angry that it was taken from you once again.  So unfair. 
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  • My heart is broken for you Worms.  HUGE HUGS
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  • There truly are no words...

    I am beyond sorry M.

    huge huge (((hugs)))

    SAIFW
    TTC since 2008 dx PCOS & MFI
    Clomid/Femara no "O"
    IVF #1 BFN
    FET #1 cancelled for biopsy
    FET #1.2 c/p, July 2012 c/p
    IUI #1 & 1.2 canceled
    IVF #2 ER 12/1, Freeze all due to OHSS
    FET #2.1 cancelled due to DVT risk, FET #2.2 Jan 2013
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  • Worms...I am so so very sorry.  I'm in tears right now. It's so not fair... {{Gigantic Hugs}}

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  • I have no words. I am so heart broken for you.

    TTC #1 Since August 2004 Dx PCOS
    SAIFW
    6/10 C/P
    6/10 Failed independent adoption
    12/10 C/P
    4/11 Failed independent adoption BM had a m/c
    5/11 Femara and TI= BFN
    6/11 Femara and TI= BFN
    7/11 Break cycle
    8/11 Break cycle
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  • Big, big hugs for you worms. My heart is broken for you.
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  • i am so sorry :( it is just so unfair. (((((hugs))))
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  • I really question the universe on days like today.  You've fought like a champ, kept the faith and having been a loving a supportive friend to those of who've achieved pregnancy and those still struggling for their family.  How does this make sense? 

     

    I'm so hurt and angry for you.  Hugs, much love and many prayers are coming from us to you and D.   

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  • SHlT!! I am so sorry. it's so unfair. I am so sorry. Huge hugs.
    PAIF and SAIF Always Welcome!
    TTC since 2007
    6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
    IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
    IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
    Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
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  • Oh worms...  Haven't you already been through enough?!  This makes me so incredibly sad.  Please know that I continue to think and pray for you (and the other IF Vets, IF'ers and 3TC'ers).

    I just want you to know that I'm pulling for you -- we all are...  Huge HUGE hugs headed your way...

    Mr. & Mrs. ~ 09.08.07

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  • I'm fighting to come up with appropriate words of comfort and damn it I'm at a loss

    I'm so sorry ML really and truly sorry. IF is so damn unfair ;(
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  • I'm so sorry worms.  I wish there was something I could do for you, but please know that I am thinking of you and your DH.  (((hugs)))
    TTC since 8/2004
    Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
    DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
    DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
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  • My heart just sank!  I have no words, but know that you are loved by so many women who will be here for you!
    TTC since April 2009 dx = PCOS; TTC History for DS - A FET miracle after 7 IUIs; 2 fresh transfers, and 1 other FET resulted in BFNs. Hoping and Praying for baby #2: Cycle 1 - FET; November 2012 BFN Next Steps - who knows? Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • I am so sorry Worms.  I don't even know what to say.  I'm so tired of this for you.  For everyone.  
    TTC Child #1 Sept '08, Dx: Unexplained, DOR 2 IUI's = BFN, m/c, IVF 1 = 0 embies to put back, IVF 2 = BFN, IVF 3 = cancelled, IVF 4 = BFP with 1 embie. Our son came into our life on 9/28/11. We are in love! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • Lisa07Lisa07 member
    I know there are no words that can make you feel better, but please know I truly am very, very sorry. ((((((HUGS))))))))
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  • I am so sorry Worms.  I can't believe this.  BIG ((hugs))
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  • KuleamaKuleama member

    NOOOOOO!!!! This is SO unfair :(

    I am so so sorry (((BigHugeHugs)))

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  • Oh, Worms, I am so very, very, sorry.  There are no words to make it better, but I will keep you and DH in my T&P.  Huge (((HUGS)))
    SAIF and PAIF Always Welcome
    07/14/97 - Stillborn twins at 22 weeks
    12/20/99 - Miscarriage #1 - 11 wks 4 days laproscopic surgery due to rupture of tube
    07/01/01 - Divorced
    05/30/09 - Re-married to a wonderful man!
    11/11/09 - Miscarriage #2 - 10 wks 3 days, D&C
    Dx: Unexplained
    07/30/10 - 10/19/10 - IUI #1 - IUI #4 clomid cd2-6 + premarin cd7-13 + HCG Trigger=BFFN's
    11/10/10 - IVF #1 Start stims ER#1 11/22, ER #2 11/24, ET 11/29=BFFN
    03/14/11 - IVF #2 start stims, ER-03/26/11, ET-03/31/11, beta 04/08/11 = BFFN
    05/16/11 - Hail Mary Cycle - Inj+TI =BFP!! 06/08/11 Beta #1 71.8, 06/10/11 Beta #2 201, U/S 6/20-1 sac. U/S 6/28 sac and hb of 118!!
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  • Ugh!  I am so very sorry worms.  My heart breaks for you.  (((hugs)))
    TTC #1 Since 11/08 - Dx: MFI & PCOS
    7 IUIs = All BFNs
    2011: March IVF #1.2 = e/p @ 6w: May IVF #2 = BFN: July sFET #1 = BFN

    2012: Jan We're Certified FC/A Parents
    May IVF #3 = c/p
    June-Nov Foster Mommy to M (Toddler)
    July FET #2 = BFN
    Aug FET #3 = BFN
    Sept-Nov Foster Mommy to Baby Bella (Newborn)
    Nov HSG/Sono = Clear!
    Dec FET #4 = BFN

    2013: Feb FET #5 = m/c @ 6.5w
    May-July Foster Mom to H (8 yr old girl)
    June/July/Aug IVF #4 = Freeze All
    July = Unofficially Adopting T (10 yr old boy)
    Sept FET #6 = TBD
    **PAIF/SAIF Welcome**
  • I am so incredibly sorry Worms.  You'll be in my T&P's. 

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  • Oh sweetie. I wish I could take the pain you're feeling away. My heart is broken into a million pieces. You just don't deserve this. I'm so incredibly sorry.
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  • Oh Worms, I'm so terribly sad, angry, and heartbroken for you.  I'm so, so, so sorry.
                                  

      
                                   
  • I am so, so sorry worms!  I feel just awful for you and know there is nothing I can say to make it better. I will be keeping you and your DH in my thoughts.  ((Huge hugs))
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  • This is so incredibly unfair.  I don't know what to say.  ((HUGS))  
    PCOS, Hypothyroidism, a ton of IVF... finally it worked => a rough pregnancy => my sweet, sweet son born at 29 weeks 1 day Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
  • m&m2006m&m2006 member
    this is so friggin' unfair.  wormsie, i am so so sorry about this.  if there is anything i can do, please let me know.  i'm thinking of you and D. 
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  • Oh no worms I am so terribly sorry! My heart dropped when I saw this post.  I was stalking the board to see if you had an update. (((hugs))) You are in my prayers.  I wish there was something more I could do or say. 
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