So, we went on a mini-vacation to Lake Geneva and while we were there, we had a great time, but my mind want array after hearing that My friend had her baby girl. I am really excited for her, but it is hard because she has something that I want. A BABY...all I could think about was how she was in the hospital having all of her family coming and seeing her new baby and how I may end another year without a second child...will this ever get easier
I'm so sorry - it's a horrible feeling. To want to be happy for someone else, but at the same time, so torn over every detail because you want it too. I have yet to learn if it gets easier, but I really hope it does. (((HUGS)))
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Miracle DD born 12.2005
TTC #2 since Dec 2008 w/ PCOS
***P/SAIF Always Welcome***
Hello fellow Chicagoan. That does suck. I know your happy for her but wishing you had that joy too. 4 of my friends are pregnant or just delivered this past week. I remember when they all announced they were expecting. I kept thinking that will be me next month and now a year + later it's still not me.
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I'm so sorry. I know the feeling. A friend of mine, who was going through IVF with me last June, just had her twins a couple weeks ago and it is hard to see that. I kept thinking, if mine worked, I would be having a baby right now too. It does get a little easier. I have to keep it in my head that my day is just around the corner...positive thinking right!! Your day is coming too. Hugs!
TTC #2 since Nov '07
Tried 4 cycles of Clomid, TI, Gonal-f, and IUI's - all BFFN's
Both tubes removed Nov '09
Low AMH = 0.3
IVF #1 for Feb '10 - cancelled due to poor response - Gonal-f and Repronex
IVF #1.2 for June '10 - Gonal-f, Menopur, and micro Lupron
ER - 6/19 (2 retrieved), ET - 6/22 (1 transferred with ICSI), Beta 7/5 = BFFN
IVF #2 for Nov '10 was cancelled due to poor response - Follistim, Repronex, and micro Lupron
IVF #2.2 for Feb '11 - Gonal-f, Repronex, and Ganirelix
ER - 2/24 (8 retrieved), ET - 3/1 (2 transferred with ICSI), froze 3, Beta 3/11 = BFFN
FET - 4/19 (3 transferred), Beta 4/28 = BFP, EDD 1/4/12
Re: Monday was a Bittersweet day
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Miracle DD born 12.2005
TTC #2 since Dec 2008 w/ PCOS
***P/SAIF Always Welcome***
Keep it Natural, Baby!
TTC #2 since Nov '07
Tried 4 cycles of Clomid, TI, Gonal-f, and IUI's - all BFFN's
Both tubes removed Nov '09
Low AMH = 0.3
IVF #1 for Feb '10 - cancelled due to poor response - Gonal-f and Repronex
IVF #1.2 for June '10 - Gonal-f, Menopur, and micro Lupron
ER - 6/19 (2 retrieved), ET - 6/22 (1 transferred with ICSI), Beta 7/5 = BFFN
IVF #2 for Nov '10 was cancelled due to poor response - Follistim, Repronex, and micro Lupron
IVF #2.2 for Feb '11 - Gonal-f, Repronex, and Ganirelix
ER - 2/24 (8 retrieved), ET - 3/1 (2 transferred with ICSI), froze 3, Beta 3/11 = BFFN
FET - 4/19 (3 transferred), Beta 4/28 = BFP, EDD 1/4/12