I don't know if I can muster up the effort after yesterday's thread.
Thanks a lot, Squishy!
Hahaha! I had the same exact thought...
Married 11/24/2007 TTC since 11/2010 Diagnosed with MFI and advanced maternal aging IVF with ICSI transferred 2 embies 3/3/2012 BFP 3/10/2012 EDD 11/22/2012 IT'S TWINS!!!
FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
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I hardly ever read newbie intro posts. I feel like there are so many that don't stick around that I don't think it's worth the effort. Sometimes I'll do the standard "hello & welcome" but won't read their story.
I don't know if I can muster up the effort after yesterday's thread.
Thanks a lot, Squishy!
All of this! Squishy is lucky she is luvable, lol!
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FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
Flame free and all ::eyeroll::
But this sounds pretty shiity of you. Just sayin.
I may or may not be flaming, but I agree... considering I am in the same boat as her husband
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FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
Flame free and all ::eyeroll::
But this sounds pretty shiity of you. Just sayin.
I may or may not be flaming, but I agree... considering I am in the same boat as her husband
It is sh*tty, and don't think for a second that I don't feel guilty. But it's difficult to relate/understand/accept.
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I keep going to petfinder.com and looking at dogs/puppies, even though DH said we couldn't get another one. I won't press the issue or anything(because I absolutely believe its a family decision), but it makes me a little sad.
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I may or may not have been so desperate to POAS this morning that I spent 10 minutes searching for my HPT's that I had DH hide a week ago only to see a BFN. I also hid the test deep in the trash so he doesn't realize what I did.
:::hides head in shame:::
Kylie 10/21/08 Twin Ectopic - lost left tube 12/29/10 Surprise BFP EDD 8/21/13
FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
Flame free and all ::eyeroll::
But this sounds pretty shiity of you. Just sayin.
As someone who is on anxiety meds...yeah...very shitty of you.
FFC: I've been babysitting my neighbors kids all week since I had a week off work in-between starting my new job on Monday and I wish this boy would nap so I can nap. I'm not used to getting up at 4am (even when I am working) and taking care of a 1 year old and a 5 year old. I'm beat. I know this could be my future soon but I've been exhausted these last 5 days!
BM to Kenzie 9/1/04 --- Married 1/22/09 ---
Me 27 - DH 25 --- TTC our first since April 2010
FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
Flame free and all ::eyeroll::
But this sounds pretty shiity of you. Just sayin.
I may or may not be flaming, but I agree... considering I am in the same boat as her husband
It is sh*tty, and don't think for a second that I don't feel guilty. But it's difficult to relate/understand/accept.
I'm sure there's more to the story and all...but when you *only* put that one statement out there- You're not gonna get nice responses.
I spent $50 on a few new eyeliners the other day. I don't usually spend money like that but I couldn't resist trying the Urban Decay eyeliners! Bad, bad, bad.
BFP: 6/4/10, M/C @ 5wks | BFP: 7/12/10, M/C @ 5wks | BFP: 1/5/11, M/C @ 4wks
Unexplained secondary infertility...bleh. Gave it a few more tries and BFP on 3/31
#1 Beta @ 10DPO: 9 #2 Beta @ 14DPO: 194
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I spent $50 on a few new eyeliners the other day. I don't usually spend money like that but I couldn't resist trying the Urban Decay eyeliners! Bad, bad, bad.
Yaaaay! I hope you love them! What colors did you get?
Married 11/24/2007 TTC since 11/2010 Diagnosed with MFI and advanced maternal aging IVF with ICSI transferred 2 embies 3/3/2012 BFP 3/10/2012 EDD 11/22/2012 IT'S TWINS!!!
I spent $50 on a few new eyeliners the other day. I don't usually spend money like that but I couldn't resist trying the Urban Decay eyeliners! Bad, bad, bad.
LOVE Urban Decay liners. I'm wearing a lovely shade of purple today.
FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
I don't see what is so flameful about this, as long as you aren't letting him know in any way that you feel this way, it is how your are feeling and you can't help it. Just be as supportive and helpful as you can... it will pass!
FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
I don't see what is so flameful about this, as long as you aren't letting him know in any way that you feel this way, it is how your are feeling and you can't help it. Just be as supportive and helpful as you can... it will pass!
Thanks! That is the path I'm choosing, but I needed to get it out somewhere
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Have you ever gone threw withdrawals from these kinds of medications? Then you wouldn't understand.
You're right. I wouldn't, and I don't. Like I said, no offense meant, and I am doing everything to be supportive for him right now, but sometimes a girl's gotta vent.
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My FFFC - I'm paying $50 to have a girl I know do my hair...even though my aunt is a hairdresser and does it for free. I feel like I have to force my aunt into doing what I want, and she always seems reluctant, but I also know that when she sees my new haircut and color, she'll get pissy because I had someone else do it.
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I may or may not have been so desperate to POAS this morning that I spent 10 minutes searching for my HPT's that I had DH hide a week ago only to see a BFN. I also hid the test deep in the trash so he doesn't realize what I did.
:::hides head in shame:::
Girrrrl....I have done the same thing! I did that in Jan (the last month I O'd) I took a hpt at like...12 dpo and BFN when DH specifically asked me to wait 15 dpo and not test without him, even if I would have gotten a bfn he wants to be a part of it all..but alas...I tested without him, bfn, and shoved that sucker way down in the trash and even tore and crumpled up tissue to cover it all!!
::hides head in shame even though that was months ago:: LOL
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I spent $50 on a few new eyeliners the other day. I don't usually spend money like that but I couldn't resist trying the Urban Decay eyeliners! Bad, bad, bad.
Yaaaay! I hope you love them! What colors did you get?
I got Rockstar and Underground. I ordered online so I have to wait for them to arrive...
BFP: 6/4/10, M/C @ 5wks | BFP: 7/12/10, M/C @ 5wks | BFP: 1/5/11, M/C @ 4wks
Unexplained secondary infertility...bleh. Gave it a few more tries and BFP on 3/31
#1 Beta @ 10DPO: 9 #2 Beta @ 14DPO: 194
My BFP Chart
Have you ever gone threw withdrawals from these kinds of medications? Then you wouldn't understand.
You're right. I wouldn't, and I don't. Like I said, no offense meant, and I am doing everything to be supportive for him right now, but sometimes a girl's gotta vent.
Speaking as someone who has been on both sides of depression--it sucks either way. It isn't easy for anyone involved.
Married 11/24/2007 TTC since 11/2010 Diagnosed with MFI and advanced maternal aging IVF with ICSI transferred 2 embies 3/3/2012 BFP 3/10/2012 EDD 11/22/2012 IT'S TWINS!!!
Have you ever gone threw withdrawals from these kinds of medications? Then you wouldn't understand.
You're right. I wouldn't, and I don't. Like I said, no offense meant, and I am doing everything to be supportive for him right now, but sometimes a girl's gotta vent.
Speaking as someone who has been on both sides of depression--it sucks either way. It isn't easy for anyone involved.
I've also been on both sides of depression and anxiety. It's a b****. I think it is perfectly OK to be irritated and annoyed by his behavior as long as you understand why, and don't let him know. You can be a loving, supportive wife while in your head curse like a sailor cause you are peaved.
I hope my kids are as cute as I think my dog is. I mean he is too freaking cute. Do all parents think their children are the cutest/most attractive... or do they know if the kids are... "breathtaking"?
*Warning- post might contain sarcasm.Not actually going to give up my child if she/he is ugly.
GBCB- Leaving the bump in protest of the new changes. No privacy= no bump for me.
My FFFC is: I'm like 5 seconds away from b!tching a PM out at work! Not sure if its because I'm sick or because my emotions are on a roller coaster but I seriously feel like her work today it to make my life a living h e l l. I so just want to reply to her 15 million emails with a picture of a middle finger. Thank is all
I hope my kids are as cute as I think my dog is. I mean he is too freaking cute. Do all parents think their children are the cutest/most attractive... or do they know if the kids are... "breathtaking"?
*Warning- post might contain sarcasm.Not actually going to give up my child if she/he is ugly.
Your furbaby is adorable!! What kind is she/he? I hope I still think my furbaby is my baby once I have kids...hahaha!
IVF #1 w/ ICSI 9/2012 (10M 6F),
ET 9/24 (1 good pre-blast), BETA 10/4= BFN,
IVF #2 Microflare w/ ICSI 12/2012 (19M 7F), ET 12/16 (2 Good blasts),
BETA 12/26= BFP (356), BETA 12/28 (840) 2nd Ultrasound shows TWINS!!
I feel peeved at DH. I know I shouldn't be upset, because he spent all this time doing the new kitchen, but now that he's done, I think the priorities are out of order for the next projects. He wants to cut down some small trees and plants tomorrow. I think it's waaaay more important that we install the dog door. He doesn't get up with the dogs in the morning, he's not dealing with them most of the time, and he's definitely not killing the mosquitoes that are coming in through the always-open-because-we-have-no-dog-door patio door. Since I can't exactly do it myself, I'm at his mercy as handy man, and it's pissing me off. PUT IN MY DOG DOOR ALREADY!
And also, he's spending money to make the grass grow (which is fine, it's his spending money he's using) when I want new chairs as an early birthday present. I want grass too, but I may be just a bit more than a little selfish in wishing he'd prioritize my mothaeffing birthday gift. It's my 30th birthday, I've sent him links to exactly what I want, making it super easy for him. Just buy them and fill the void in the living room. The grass is going to all be dead in 2 months, the chairs will last way longer.
Re: Because I haven't seen it... **FFFC**
I don't know if I can muster up the effort after yesterday's thread.
Thanks a lot, Squishy!
Hahaha! I had the same exact thought...
Married 11/24/2007
TTC since 11/2010
Diagnosed with MFI and advanced maternal aging
IVF with ICSI transferred 2 embies 3/3/2012
BFP 3/10/2012
EDD 11/22/2012
IT'S TWINS!!!
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Uh oh, we had one yesterday...but I'll play
FFC- I feel like my husband is quite possibly the most spoiled, selfish, obnoxious, negative person this week. I don't particularly like being around him. Even though I know he's changing anxiety/depression meds this week and I should be patient since this is a 'withdrawl' issue.
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Agreed
All of this! Squishy is lucky she is luvable, lol!
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Flame free and all ::eyeroll::
But this sounds pretty shiity of you. Just sayin.
I may or may not be flaming, but I agree... considering I am in the same boat as her husband
It is sh*tty, and don't think for a second that I don't feel guilty. But it's difficult to relate/understand/accept.
I have bad AF cramps, and feel like yelling.
I keep going to petfinder.com and looking at dogs/puppies, even though DH said we couldn't get another one.
I won't press the issue or anything(because I absolutely believe its a family decision), but it makes me a little sad.
I may or may not have been so desperate to POAS this morning that I spent 10 minutes searching for my HPT's that I had DH hide a week ago only to see a BFN. I also hid the test deep in the trash so he doesn't realize what I did.
:::hides head in shame:::
Kylie 10/21/08
Twin Ectopic - lost left tube 12/29/10
Surprise BFP EDD 8/21/13
As someone who is on anxiety meds...yeah...very shitty of you.
I'm sure there's more to the story and all...but when you *only* put that one statement out there- You're not gonna get nice responses.
bfp 1 - m/c 1.31.11 @ 10 weeks
bfp 2 - baby born via c-section on 5.4.12 @ 37 weeks
bfp 3 - blighted ovum/d&c on 4.13.13 @ 8 weeks
bfp 4 - 3rd IUI, very late BFN with super low P, c/p
bfp 5 - natural bfp while on lupron, baby born via RCS on 4.27.15 @ 39 weeks
bfp 6 - surprise! baby born via RCS on 11.13.16 @ 38 weeks
I don't think I can handle another one! Yesterday's was quite a spectacle.
I didn't really expect nice responses. There is more to the story, but today I just needed a vent. No offense meant.
I spent $50 on a few new eyeliners the other day. I don't usually spend money like that but I couldn't resist trying the Urban Decay eyeliners! Bad, bad, bad.
Unexplained secondary infertility...bleh. Gave it a few more tries and BFP on 3/31
#1 Beta @ 10DPO: 9 #2 Beta @ 14DPO: 194
My BFP Chart
Yaaaay! I hope you love them! What colors did you get?
Married 11/24/2007
TTC since 11/2010
Diagnosed with MFI and advanced maternal aging
IVF with ICSI transferred 2 embies 3/3/2012
BFP 3/10/2012
EDD 11/22/2012
IT'S TWINS!!!
My Blog:

LOVE Urban Decay liners. I'm wearing a lovely shade of purple today.
Some weeks I am so excited about TTC and I hate my job so much that I dream about being a stay at home mom. Even maternity leave...
I don't see what is so flameful about this, as long as you aren't letting him know in any way that you feel this way, it is how your are feeling and you can't help it. Just be as supportive and helpful as you can... it will pass!
Thanks! That is the path I'm choosing, but I needed to get it out somewhere
You're right. I wouldn't, and I don't. Like I said, no offense meant, and I am doing everything to be supportive for him right now, but sometimes a girl's gotta vent.
You are right, it is more like an unpopular opinion.
Girrrrl....I have done the same thing! I did that in Jan (the last month I O'd) I took a hpt at like...12 dpo and BFN when DH specifically asked me to wait 15 dpo and not test without him, even if I would have gotten a bfn he wants to be a part of it all..but alas...I tested without him, bfn, and shoved that sucker way down in the trash and even tore and crumpled up tissue to cover it all!!
::hides head in shame even though that was months ago:: LOL
IMHO: you don't have to relate/understand/ or even accept it... he needs your SUPPORT. But it is understandably hard.
N E WAYS. My confession: I took it easy on my belly dancing students today because I was REALLY sleepy and felt kinda off. I feel bad that I did that
January 2012 Blog
I got Rockstar and Underground. I ordered online so I have to wait for them to arrive...
Unexplained secondary infertility...bleh. Gave it a few more tries and BFP on 3/31
#1 Beta @ 10DPO: 9 #2 Beta @ 14DPO: 194
My BFP Chart
Speaking as someone who has been on both sides of depression--it sucks either way. It isn't easy for anyone involved.
Married 11/24/2007
TTC since 11/2010
Diagnosed with MFI and advanced maternal aging
IVF with ICSI transferred 2 embies 3/3/2012
BFP 3/10/2012
EDD 11/22/2012
IT'S TWINS!!!
My Blog:

I've also been on both sides of depression and anxiety. It's a b****. I think it is perfectly OK to be irritated and annoyed by his behavior as long as you understand why, and don't let him know. You can be a loving, supportive wife while in your head curse like a sailor cause you are peaved.
TTC since 2010
lots of IUIs and 1 IVF all BFNs
FET currently on hold
I hope my kids are as cute as I think my dog is. I mean he is too freaking cute. Do all parents think their children are the cutest/most attractive... or do they know if the kids are... "breathtaking"?
*Warning- post might contain sarcasm.Not actually going to give up my child if she/he is ugly.
Your furbaby is adorable!! What kind is she/he? I hope I still think my furbaby is my baby once I have kids...hahaha!
IVF #1 w/ ICSI 9/2012 (10M 6F), ET 9/24 (1 good pre-blast), BETA 10/4= BFN,
IVF #2 Microflare w/ ICSI 12/2012 (19M 7F), ET 12/16 (2 Good blasts),
BETA 12/26= BFP (356), BETA 12/28 (840) 2nd Ultrasound shows TWINS!!
I feel peeved at DH. I know I shouldn't be upset, because he spent all this time doing the new kitchen, but now that he's done, I think the priorities are out of order for the next projects. He wants to cut down some small trees and plants tomorrow. I think it's waaaay more important that we install the dog door. He doesn't get up with the dogs in the morning, he's not dealing with them most of the time, and he's definitely not killing the mosquitoes that are coming in through the always-open-because-we-have-no-dog-door patio door. Since I can't exactly do it myself, I'm at his mercy as handy man, and it's pissing me off. PUT IN MY DOG DOOR ALREADY!
And also, he's spending money to make the grass grow (which is fine, it's his spending money he's using) when I want new chairs as an early birthday present. I want grass too, but I may be just a bit more than a little selfish in wishing he'd prioritize my mothaeffing birthday gift. It's my 30th birthday, I've sent him links to exactly what I want, making it super easy for him. Just buy them and fill the void in the living room. The grass is going to all be dead in 2 months, the chairs will last way longer.
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7DPO Progesterone: low. CD3 BW: normal, HSG: clear
DX: severe MFI (low all 3) and low T. Undergoing replacement therapy.