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What's your confession tonight ladies?

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*** Just a reminder -? the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***

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  • TapatioTapatio
    My DH just called and said he's not bringing his kids for our weekly dinner visit. I'm so relieved that I get to have the "night off" so I don't have to worry about putting on a happy, cheery face. I can be my old grumpy self for the rest of the evening. yay me!
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  • raecheleblue1raecheleblue1 member
    I just had chocolate peanut butter cup ice cream before I have my dinner.  It's late for dinner, but I'm having a frozen pizza...all by my lonesome...and then I'm going to finish up the choc ice cream.  Embarrassed

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  • nekillonekillo
    I just blocked a former classmate's email address.  I know you are supposed to be polite to other professionals when you are at the doctoral level but I got really sick of Viagara spam.  I also don't really care for the person so I responded quite nastily, (as this is the 3rd time I've brought it to his attention) "I am sorry but I have to block your email.  I really don't know why you feel I need discount viagara, but I don't.  Please remove me from your address book.  Regards Dr. K"
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  • taurus424taurus424 member

    i have a big bag of BBQ chips that i keep in my car and i just eat on the way to pick my son up after work....i dont take them in the house bc god forbid someone else eats them Embarrassed

     Oh and I want to send a big FU out to mother nature, AF, and people who try to borrow money!

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  • LaraGaudessLaraGaudess member
    I ate 2 tablespoons of my home made chocolate almond butter. Right out of the jar. After I covered my apple with the stuff. I'm REALLY going have to go for my run now!
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  • Izabella22Izabella22 member

    imageTapatio:
    My DH just called and said he's not bringing his kids for our weekly dinner visit. I'm so relieved that I get to have the "night off" so I don't have to worry about putting on a happy, cheery face. I can be my old grumpy self for the rest of the evening. yay me!

    Awwwhh I don't believe you're grumpy! But that's cool about having a night off! 

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  • Izabella22Izabella22 member

    My doc wants me to go on a gluten free diet... so I had a gluten free dinner. But now I'm making bread pudding.

    Oh and I yelled at a coworker today for doing exactly what I told them not to do in a training I did last week, then I proceeded to give him a hard time again afterwards when he was trying to make excuses. Yup. I'm miss Queen B!tchy and I am kind of liking it.

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  • kate626kate626

    I cried on the way home from work and yelled profanities until I got home it made me feel better...

    also I am so sick of my bodies crap... seriously body AF needs to come and the breast milk needs to go! 

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  • MrsMitty08MrsMitty08
    Friday marks the one year anniversary of my Dad's death and I am a complete and total basket case.  The saddness over that and our miscarriage seems to be coming to a head...and I had thought I had already had my max number of breakdowns.  I thought I had already dealt with so many of the issues but nope, here they are dripping from my eyes in the form of tears.  :(
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  • MrsMitty08MrsMitty08

    I also haven't been for a run since Thursday and I'm in training for a half marathon.  Instead of running, I've been eating complete crap-junk food. 

    MIL also asked DH if we'd be up in July for SIL's baby shower...DH told his Mom that it was going to be too hard for me.  The only thing I can associate with July is my EDD from the miscarriage.  We should be planning how we'd get to MI with a LO, not how to avoid family gatherings because I'm such a wreck.

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  • LaraGaudessLaraGaudess member
    imageMrsMitty08:

    I also haven't been for a run since Thursday and I'm in training for a half marathon.  Instead of running, I've been eating complete crap-junk food. 

    MIL also asked DH if we'd be up in July for SIL's baby shower...DH told his Mom that it was going to be too hard for me.  The only thing I can associate with July is my EDD from the miscarriage.  We should be planning how we'd get to MI with a LO, not how to avoid family gatherings because I'm such a wreck.

    {{hugs}} Hang in there, don't do anything that you don't want to do. You need to take care of yourself first.

    Good luck with your half training, I'm sure you will find your groove again soon. 

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  • JPSJPS

    Every since I can remember, I've been able to push my stomach muscles out to the point where I look pregnant.  Today I stood in front of the mirror with my stomach stuck out pretending I was preggo.  Then I looked at maternity clothes online.  Who knows why I do this to myself.

    And I didn't exercise today, but instead I ate a Little Debbie treat. :)

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  • JThomas221JThomas221
    imagetaurus424:

    i have a big bag of BBQ chips that i keep in my car and i just eat on the way to pick my son up after work....i dont take them in the house bc god forbid someone else eats them Embarrassed

     Oh and I want to send a big FU out to mother nature, AF, and people who try to borrow money!

    I don't keep the bag in my car, but I throw a fit if DH or anyone else eats my BBQ potato chips. All the junk food goes so fast in this house, if I didn't reserve something for myself, it would all be gone before I get a chance to eat it!

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  • MrsMitty08MrsMitty08
    imageLaraGaudess:
    imageMrsMitty08:

    I also haven't been for a run since Thursday and I'm in training for a half marathon.  Instead of running, I've been eating complete crap-junk food. 

    MIL also asked DH if we'd be up in July for SIL's baby shower...DH told his Mom that it was going to be too hard for me.  The only thing I can associate with July is my EDD from the miscarriage.  We should be planning how we'd get to MI with a LO, not how to avoid family gatherings because I'm such a wreck.

    {{hugs}} Hang in there, don't do anything that you don't want to do. You need to take care of yourself first.

    Good luck with your half training, I'm sure you will find your groove again soon. 

    Thanks, Lara.  I feel so guilty for not running and I know it would probably make me feel better if I just got out there.  I'm totally having a pity party for myself but I've set a deadline that after this weekend, I HAVE to snap out of it.  The anniversary of my Dad's death is tomorrow and I suspect that is the major reason for my sadness and depression this week. 

    I'm also reminded that I shouldn't even BE training for a half right now. We were supposed to be far along enough that I couldn't run big distances.  I only signed up for this half in April when we got a BFN last month.  

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