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The time is approaching

Tanya+DaTanya+Da
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3 days or so until our next cycle.

It will be RE assited #10. It will be over a year and 2 months since our mc. And 4 months since we had planned on cycling again, but found that stupid @ss polyp in the worst spot imaginable.

I keep finding all of these success stories about BFP after polyp removal, and especially since our last cycle resulted in BFP, I am so much more nervous/excited about this cycle. It is all I think about/dream about/obsess about. I mean, I have butterflies all day every day already!!! It is giving me heartburn.

Just sharing my thoughts and feelings and nerves. It makes me want to cry, and I am not even sure if it's happy or scared or what!

I am sooo glad I have you wonderful ladies, so that I know I am not alone. So that I know I am not insane. I wish I was alone, and none of you had to go through this.

Mommies to 5 fur babies!
TTC#1 since 2004
LGBT
4 cycles @ home with known donor - BFN
RE un-medicated IUI cycles # 1-7= BFN
NEW RE Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/ IUI #8 BFN
Took long break
Nov 2009 - Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/IUI #9 = BFP
Beta 12/4 - 10...Beta #2 12/7- 28 Beta #3 12/9 - 80!
1st sonogram 12/28 - slow hb and growth
m/c 1/1/2010 Courtland 8w0d
Nov 2010 cycle cancelled - polyp removal/hysteroscopy
April 4 2011 - IUI #10 BFFN
July 5, 2011 - #11 BFFN AMH .62 Boo
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Re: The time is approaching

  • dolphinsmakemesmiledolphinsmakemesmile
    You are definitely not alone. It's scary, exciting, hopeful, and nerve-wracking all at the same time.  I had a crying fit last night.  DH asked me if I was happy or sad. I said I didn't knowStick out tongue.  Then we both started cracking up and at this point I am now crying and laughing.  I'm blaming it on the stims!!!Smile
    *SAIF* always welcome
    TTC since October 2007
    Dx with Unexplained IF
    IUI #1-3 w/clomid: Jan-March 2010...BFN
    IUI #4 w/injectables: April 2010...BFP
    1st u/s: 5/17-one little perfect hb@7w2d, 2nd u/s: 6/5-no hb@10w;
    missed miscarriage: 6/10 d&c
    IUI #5-7 w/injectables: Sept 2010-Jan 2011...BFFN
    IVF #1: Feb/March 2011...pretty please let this work!!!!

    Expecting twin boys!!!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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  • Tanya+DaTanya+Da

    This is exaclty how I feel ( I don't know HOW I feel)! There is just so much feeling that it is overwhelming and coming out as tears!

    Thanks for letting me know I am not alone. And soooooo much luck on this cycle. It made me smile you and DH shared this and laughed about it together.

    Mommies to 5 fur babies!
    TTC#1 since 2004
    LGBT
    4 cycles @ home with known donor - BFN
    RE un-medicated IUI cycles # 1-7= BFN
    NEW RE Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/ IUI #8 BFN
    Took long break
    Nov 2009 - Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/IUI #9 = BFP
    Beta 12/4 - 10...Beta #2 12/7- 28 Beta #3 12/9 - 80!
    1st sonogram 12/28 - slow hb and growth
    m/c 1/1/2010 Courtland 8w0d
    Nov 2010 cycle cancelled - polyp removal/hysteroscopy
    April 4 2011 - IUI #10 BFFN
    July 5, 2011 - #11 BFFN AMH .62 Boo
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  • MrsRich0226MrsRich0226
    Good luck!  Hope this is finally your lucky cycle!
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  • Tanya+DaTanya+Da
    Thank you!!!!
    Mommies to 5 fur babies!
    TTC#1 since 2004
    LGBT
    4 cycles @ home with known donor - BFN
    RE un-medicated IUI cycles # 1-7= BFN
    NEW RE Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/ IUI #8 BFN
    Took long break
    Nov 2009 - Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/IUI #9 = BFP
    Beta 12/4 - 10...Beta #2 12/7- 28 Beta #3 12/9 - 80!
    1st sonogram 12/28 - slow hb and growth
    m/c 1/1/2010 Courtland 8w0d
    Nov 2010 cycle cancelled - polyp removal/hysteroscopy
    April 4 2011 - IUI #10 BFFN
    July 5, 2011 - #11 BFFN AMH .62 Boo
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  • MrsP71506MrsP71506

    Hopefully the removal of the polyp is just what you needed!

    good luck!!

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  • Bella2u07Bella2u07 member
    Keeping you in my thoughts for a BFP!!!!
    TTC #1 Since 11/08 - Dx: MFI & PCOS
    7 IUIs = All BFNs
    2011: March IVF #1.2 = e/p @ 6w: May IVF #2 = BFN: July sFET #1 = BFN

    2012: Jan We're Certified FC/A Parents
    May IVF #3 = c/p
    June-Nov Foster Mommy to M (Toddler)
    July FET #2 = BFN
    Aug FET #3 = BFN
    Sept-Nov Foster Mommy to Baby Bella (Newborn)
    Nov HSG/Sono = Clear!
    Dec FET #4 = BFN

    2013: Feb FET #5 = m/c @ 6.5w
    May-July Foster Mom to H (8 yr old girl)
    June/July/Aug IVF #4 = Freeze All
    July = Unofficially Adopting T (10 yr old boy)
    Sept FET #6 = TBD
    **PAIF/SAIF Welcome**
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  • Tanya+DaTanya+Da
    Thank you all! Your thoughts, prayers, comments are all very appreciated!
    Mommies to 5 fur babies!
    TTC#1 since 2004
    LGBT
    4 cycles @ home with known donor - BFN
    RE un-medicated IUI cycles # 1-7= BFN
    NEW RE Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/ IUI #8 BFN
    Took long break
    Nov 2009 - Clomid 50mg/ Ovidrel/IUI #9 = BFP
    Beta 12/4 - 10...Beta #2 12/7- 28 Beta #3 12/9 - 80!
    1st sonogram 12/28 - slow hb and growth
    m/c 1/1/2010 Courtland 8w0d
    Nov 2010 cycle cancelled - polyp removal/hysteroscopy
    April 4 2011 - IUI #10 BFFN
    July 5, 2011 - #11 BFFN AMH .62 Boo
    Report Reply
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