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TTC After a Loss 6 Months+
cutebride73
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It didn't work :-(
cutebride73
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My beta is tomorrow, but I've been testing the last couple days - all BFN's. Although this was my first IVF, I've been around long enough to know that it's not good and very unlikely to end differently.
And with my 3 losses - I had symptoms every time, even with the c/p's. So I just know this didn't work.
We can't afford another IVF, we had a little IF insurance and it was pretty much all used up with this. OOP is out of the question for us. Plus, I am guessing egg quality will be what is decided was at least part of the issue, so is it even worth it to try again.
I just don't know how I will deal the possibilty of never being pregnant again, of never having a baby with DH. I have my DD, but she is 20 and in college. Obviously, I never thought it would take this long, I was a single mom for a long time. It took a long time to meet the right guy. DH is being so sweet and supportive. Telling me how much he loves me and is so happy to be with me, with or without kids. I just never thought this would happen.
I feel numb right now. We may go back and try IUI again or meds and TI. I don't know. DH seems to have a morph issue as well. I guess after they call with the beta (or lack of) I will set up a WTF appt.
IF and loss both just fvcking suck. 
Also, if you have any spare thoughts and prayers, my dad is having a serious surgery tomorrow (bypass on his leg). He has had so many health problems lately, it has weakened him and with his age (84) I am just praying that he will make it through the surgery. Thanks.
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Re: It didn't work :-(
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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Oh honey, I'm so sorry. This totally sucks! My RE had some insights and suggestions at our WTF appointment. Hopefully, yours can provide some insight.
Your dad is in my prayers. I've had a bunch of patients respond really well to the bypass on the their legs- I hope he responds the same way. Much love to you. Again I'm so sorry.
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Thanks Amy. With my dad - I had never even heard of that surgery before now. I am just worried, his heart is not in great shape either. I mean they approved him for the surgery, it's just with his mini-stroke and the dialysis - it is all just taking so much out of him. I hope he responds like some of your patients have.
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BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13
BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w
{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}
I am so sorry that this is all happening. IF SUCKS!!!
I'm so sorry. Your story sounds so familiar, as a once single mom myself waiting so long for the right man, then being so defeated. I completely understand.
*HUG*
Good luck to your Dad - and you. Take care.
BFP #2 EDD September 30, 2012 ~ natural m/c 5w4d
broken hearted, changed forever
Dx: MFI- 3% morph
IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
Thanks ladies - I appreciate you all so much. Went for my beta this am, now I just wait for the call. My dad's surgery is at 12:30pm, so I am just trying to think about that and pray for him instead.
You girls are the best.
Oh hun. I am so sorry. I was hoping and praying your one embryo was a fighter. I know you have some tough choices ahead of you. I was actually in your DH's shoes....my DH has kids of his own, but I didn't. I know you're heartbreaken over the possibility of never being able to have kids with him. Lots of hugs
Also, I'll be praying that your dad's surgery goes well.
**ticker warning**
I'm so sorry cutebride. My heart goes out to you and your family. I so wish nobody had to go through this, it's just not fair. ((hugs))
and T&P's for your dad.
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
I'm so so sorry to hear this. I will keep your dad in my T&P's.
(((Big huge hugs)))