TTC After a Loss

I hate to be back...

I love you ladies and I love this board but I hate coming back. I was hoping to be gone for good. :(

I was only here for a short time in December and January and was thrilled to find out I was pregnant in the middle of January. And now I'm not. I hate that this happens and I hate even more that it happens more than once to people. I know that there are a lot of other ladies who have had multiple losses and I'm not the only one but it still hurts. I was just so hoping that this would be my take home baby. We had a threatened miscarriage last week and the ultrasound yesterday showed no more heartbeat. It's just so frustrating. Now I've had two losses at 8w. I'm trying to not let it concern me. 

Anyways, we are definitely not going to be trying again anytime soon so I will join the other TTA ladies but I like this board and would love to be welcomed back. 

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Started TTC June 2010
BFP #1
07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles
- All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results

Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • ((BIG HUGS)). I'm so sorry you have to go through this again. Will they do genetic testing? Or any bloodwork?

    BFP#1: 7/14/10.  EDD: 3/19/11--MMC-- D&C 9/2/10.
    BFP#2: 12:22/10.EDD: 8/30/11 C/P 12/25/10
    BFP#3: 10/26/11 EDD: 7/2/12-- Daniel born 7/14/12. My rainbow baby!                                                                                                                                           BFP #4:  2.22/15 EDD: 11/4/15 C/P 2/28/15                                                                                                                                                                                      BFP #5:  4/5/15   EDD 12/11/15 (Ectopic Pregnancy)

    BFP #6: 3/2/16 EDD 11/5/16
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  • I am so very sorry for your loss. I don't know why some women never experience loss and some experience it multiple times. It is just heartbreaking.Big hugs.

     

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  • I am so very sorry for your losses. ((Big Hugs))
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  • I am so sorry:(

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  • I'm so sorry for your losses and that you have to be back here.  :-/  ((hugs)) and t&p for you, DH and your families!!  
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  • I am really sorry for your loss :(. Prayers for you and your family.

    I am hoping you are able to get answers.

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  • I am so sorry you had to come back... But welcome. ((big hugs))
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  • I'm so sorry you had to come back here. I hate to see girls leave and then come back. Its not fair. :::HUGS:::
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  • I believe that I have already commented on the MPL board, but I am so sorry that you have to go throught this again, its just not fair!!!  I hope that you are able to find some kind of comfort during this time, on this board and IRL. ((((HUGE HUGS))))
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  • I am so sorry you are going through this. (((hugs)))
  • I am so sorry huge Hugs.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss, and sorry that you are joining those of us with multiple losses. It's not fair, and it's not right, and it's perfectly acceptable to be angry and bitter. But just know that we will get you through it, and of course you are welcome here.
    After two losses, a rainbow arrived! DD born 11.5.11
    Dx with severe Asherman's syndrome after a botched PP D&C (pursuing med mal)
    Hysteroscopy Oct '13, not enough progress 
    Hysteroscopy Jan '14, given an end-of-the-road diagnosis
    Joined International Asherman's Association April '14 
    Not ready to give up yet.
    Hysteroscopy with Dr. Isaacson (an expert in the USA) 6.2.14: Good prognosis, at least 50% of cavity open.
    Repeat hysteroscopy scheduled with Dr. I on 6.16.14. Great progress. Unbenched!!!!
    Discussing actively TTC with DH after the heartache of the last year. We're both reeling.
     
    Please, please, please. 
  • I'm so sorry for your losses and that you had to come back here  :(
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  • i am so sorry for your loss. Hugs.
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    Dc#3 born vbac 1/2012 <bra DC#4 born VBAC 3/2014
  • I hate that you are back too. It is an awful feeling coming back. I hope you can get some answers and that your time TTA will help you heal.

    Welcome and ((hugs)). 


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    BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010

    BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

    3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

    Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

    First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

    LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!

    TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015

    Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015

    Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

    First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.

    JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.

    TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]


  • I'm so sorry you have to return here. ::hugs::for you and YH.
  • I am so sorry you are going through this!  And I know how you are feeeling.  I was also on for a short time in the fall and then went on to get pregnant with my second and just came back about a week ago.  I was really hoping that my second time would be it and this just plain sucks. 
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  • I'm so sorry *huge hugs*  You're welcome back, you never even had to ask :)
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  • I am sorry for your losses :( Welcome back to the board, though.
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  • So sorry you have to come back. My doc is doing bloodwork now that I had a second loss. Is yours talking about doing anything to test to try to find out what is going on? I would ask if they haven't said anything.
    BFP 7/27/10, no hb discovered 9/3/10, natural m/c 9/17/10
    BFP #2- 2/1/11,bleeding- 2/6/11, natural m/c @ 5wks
    BFP #3- 4/29/11 - DS born 12/31/11
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  • I'm so sorry you've had to come back. ((Hugs)) It's just not fair..
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  • I'm so sorry you're coming back.  I'm also very sorry for your loss.  You are more than welcomed back.
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  • I am so sorry you have to come back here. I have been following your updates and was very sad to see the news. It's not fair and I wish there were words...((hugs))
    BFP #1 6/18/10 Saw HB 7/15/10 Missed M/C 8/17/10 @ 12 weeks 2 days- 2 D&C's( 8/20 and 8/26) BFP#2 11/21/10 Nonviable at 5wks, possible ectopic. Methotrexate 12/3/10&12/9/10 BFP#3 3/10/11 Beta@12dpo 39 Beta@14dpo 160! 21 DPO 2439 HB at 7wks 127 EDD 11/17/11
    ITS A BOY!!!! Born 11/13/11 BFP #4: 10/29/12 edd 7/11/12
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.
  • I'm so sorry this is happening to you again.  Giant hugs!!!
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    1st pregnancy: BFP- 6/28/09 - Found out we lost our little girl on 10/9/09 at 19w 4d - D&E- 10/14/09

    June 2010, corrective surgery for Septate Uterus and large fibroids

    2nd pregnancy: BFP- 10/18/10 - Slow rising, non-doubling HCGs, no heart beat. Non-viable pregnancy, D&C- 11/12/10

    Started Metformin 6/30/11, Started Clomid 7/20/11 - Unsuccessful

    HSG and Laparoscopic surgery revealed blocked tubes and lots of scar tissue...IVF here we come!!!

    Surprise BFP naturally!!! IT'S A BOY!!!

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  • I am so sorry you have to come back here.  Unfortunately I know what you're going through all too well.  I have just m/c my 3rd pregnancy since Sept last year.  So please know you're not alone and we are all here to support and encourage you through this.  You're welcomed back for sure but I wish we didn't have to.

     BIG BIG HUGS!!!

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  • My heart breaks for you. I agree with xnbride - it's so unfair that some women have to experience multiple losses. I'll keep you in my prayers.
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  • I'm so sorry for your losses! :( I hope the doctors are able to figure out what's up! Hopefully we can be a good support for you on your search for answers and the road to trying again.  (HUGS!)
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  • This brought tears to my eyes!  The world, our fate, whatever it may be is so cruel sometimes.  ((HUGE HUGS)), Sorry doesn't seem enough.  You are always welcome!!! 
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  • I'm so sorry you have to be back - I'm so very sorry for your loss.
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    BFP#2 - 3/18/11 - CP 3/19/11 BFP#3 - 4/27/11 - Due 1/9/12
  • I'm so sorry you have to go through this again :(
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.... ((hugs to ))
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  • I am so sorry for your losses and sorry that you have found your way back here.  It sucks and it's just not fair.  (((Hugs)))

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    BFP 03/03/11, EDD 11/09/11, We love you so much already, our sweet little munchkin!!!
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    *Congrats to my buddy, Izabella22 (BFP 5/11/11)!!!Sending you Ts and Ps for a healthy, take-home baby!
    *Congrats to my buddy, myaddiwaddi06(BFP 10/31/11)!!!Sending you Ts and Ps for a healthy, take-home baby!
  • I am so sorry for your losses and that you have to be back here. I how you can find some answers from your dr. and get your take home baby very soon. ((hugs))
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  • I'm so sorry :(


     

    bfp 1 - m/c 1.31.11 @ 10 weeks

    bfp 2 - baby born via c-section on 5.4.12 @ 37 weeks

    bfp 3 - blighted ovum/d&c on 4.13.13 @ 8 weeks

    bfp 4 - 3rd IUI, very late BFN with super low P, c/p

    bfp 5 - natural bfp while on lupron, baby born via RCS on 4.27.15 @ 39 weeks

    bfp 6 - surprise! baby born via RCS on 11.13.16 @ 38 weeks



  • I'm so sorry ((big hugs)).
    Natural MCs 2/4/09, 8/22/09 & 4/7/10
    Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
    BFP #4 5/14/12
    5/17/12...1st Betas- 176, P4 3.6
    5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)
  • I?m so sorry you?re going through another loss. Sending big hugs your way

    BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
    BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
    BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
    BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13 

    BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w
     
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  • I'm really sorry you're going through this again.
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  • I'm so sorry for your losses.
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