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So, you know how with every BFP wave...

ColindaPColindaP member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

...most people ride it in smoothly to the shore, but a token one or two are always pulled back out to sea in the riptide?

Yeah, why do I keep forgetting how much that motherfvcking riptide LOVES me??? 

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  • Scout05Scout05 member
    What the fvck happened?!
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  • KelinandKevinKelinandKevin member
    Did you get your betas??  I've been waiting ALLLLLLL day to hear how they went!
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  • EntropicEponaEntropicEpona member
    Shut yer fool mouth, Dur-Ham!

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

    BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

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  • mlmtggmlmtgg
    oh f*ck. my heart sank when I saw this post.
    m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks). and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers). IUI#1 and #2: BFNs Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie. Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
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  • ColindaPColindaP member

    imageKelinandKevin:
    Did you get your betas??  I've been waiting ALLLLLLL day to hear how they went!

    Check your phone.

    Betas went up 282 to 382. Doubling time of 100+ hours.

    Hey, at least this time it won't be weeks of waiting and waiting and increasing betas and a giant hcg-spurting placenta and a canceled D&C and cytotec, right? 

    Clicky ticky
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  • Scout05Scout05 member
    I am so sorry. And so furious for you.
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  • KelinandKevinKelinandKevin member
    DAMN IT.   I F'ing HATE THIS SH!T..... WTF?~?!?~!@?  I am so sorry!
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending hugs, I'm so sorry.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • suntotosuntoto member

    This is for you ... universe! 

    You suck!

    https://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-10/426395/FalconPunch.gif

    Forever buddy to Angelica; Natural Miscarriage Jan. 2008 @ 11 weeks; 2 years of BFFN's; DX: Unexplained IF (RE thinks IF is due to tubal issues); IUI #1 & 2= BFFN; IUI#3 = BFP, resulted in Cornual ectopic pregnancy; IUI #4 - 6 =BFFN; Our next endeavor... IVF. 1 grade AA embryo transferred on 4-23-2011 and 5 frosties. BFP Abby born 1/5/2012

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  • cutebride73cutebride73 member
    Oh no!!!  I am so, so sorry.  This svcks!  (((hugs))) 
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  • EntropicEponaEntropicEpona member

    imageKelinandKevin:
    DAMN IT.   I F'ing HATE THIS SH!T..... WTF?~?!?~!@?  I am so sorry!

    Yeah. What Kelin said. With a side order of RAWR!SMASH!!KILL!!!!!!!!

    This is not OK. SO not OK. WTF, universe?!

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

    BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

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  • JuJuBe3JuJuBe3
    Damnit!  I am so, so sorry, Colinda.  Huge hugs!
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  • jennsadye1979jennsadye1979

    NO. Just No.

    I am so fvcking angry for you, and sorry, and I can't say what I want because I am just too mad.

    I love you and I wish there was something I could do that would make this better, I really do.

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  • lunatwolunatwo member
    Ugh.  I can't believe that.  I'm so sorry.  This is such BS.
    4/08 BFP resulted in m/c
    8/08 BFP resulted in m/c
    3/09 Polyp removed and dx MTHFR (both copies)
    6 Clomid cycles, all BFN
    5/09 IUI#1 with Clomid=BFN
    6/09 IUI#2 with Clomid=BFN
    8/09 IUI#3 with Clomid=BFN
    IVF#1 = BFN
    IVF#2 = BFN
    IVF#3 ET 2 Grade A blasts 11/16/11
    Beta #1: 485
    Beta #2: 2,495
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  • GuppyAmyGuppyAmy member
    I'm sorry. I hope the riptide doesn't find you this time!
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  • Mocha GirlMocha Girl
    Son of a b*tch. I fvcking hate this so much! I am so sorry, C.  :(
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  • AppleRidgeAppleRidge member

    No.  No way can this be happening again.

    I don't know what to say.  I'm so, so sorry that you've become the universe's whipping girl.  Fvck this. 

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    4 early losses 2009, 2010, 2015.  Baby #1 born 2/13/11.  
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  • ColleenS629ColleenS629 member
    I'm so sorry Sad
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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     Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
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  • jen629jen629 member
    I am so so sorry :(
    Hold On ....Michael Buble
    MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
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    Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
    BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
    BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
    BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
    BFP #4 5/8/11
    BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
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  • SonadoraSonadora member
    I'm so sorry Colinda. So sorry.
    BFP #1 9/23/09. Missed MC 10w3d D&C 11/3/09.

    BFP #2 4/13/10. Bridget born 12/28/10

    BFP #3 Finn born 8/11/15


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  • KristysRedBarnKristysRedBarn
    WTF!  I'm so sorry Colinda.  F it all.
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    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
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  • sevenonesixsevenonesix
    DAMN IT...I'm so sorry Colinda :(
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    BFP #2: 3.16.10 / EDD: 11.28.12 / Collin Rex born 12.1.10
    TTC#2: May 2012
    BFP #3: 7.5.12 / CP 7.12.12
    BFP #4: 1.28.12 / EDD: 10.11.13
    betas: 10dpo: 91 / 14dpo: 493 / first u/s: 3.4.13
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  • grr_aarghgrr_aargh member
    imageBBHME:

    No.  No way can this be happening again.

    I don't know what to say.  I'm so, so sorry that you've become the universe's whipping girl.  Fvck this. 

    It's time to give the Universe an elbow to the gonads, man.  I'm just so sorry.

    Welcome to the world, Baby Grr!

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  • *Juma**Juma*
    oh fvcking hell, I'm so sorry.  
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  • damabo80damabo80 member
    Oh no. I'm so so so sorry to hear this. So sorry.


    BFP #1 via IUI ~ L (Fatal Birth Defect) 4/7/10
    BFP #2 via IUI ~ m/c
    BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
    BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
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  • PeetiePiePeetiePie
    FTS!
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  • mdm2137mdm2137
    I am so sorry. ((hugs))

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • johannaknipjohannaknip
    I'm so, so sorry.
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  • pennynjonpennynjon
    Oh No.  I am so so sorry.  ((big hugs))
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  • LilMaggsLilMaggs member
    FTS.  Really, FTS.  I'm so sorry.  I started crying reading this.  *huge hugs*
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  • hopefulelisehopefulelise
    I'm so sorry. 
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  • DoingItRightDoingItRight member
    {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}  I am so sorry.
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  • Amanda78Amanda78 member
    Fvcking universe. I am so sorry
    BFP 4/23/09. D&E 7/17/09 16W5D. BFP #2 3/10/10. EDD 11/15/10 Babycakes was born 11/5/10! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • Clerk9Clerk9 member

    FFS!!!

    I am SO sorry, Colinda.  This blows.  Big time.  SO unfair. 

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  • Fififa21Fififa21 member
    I?m so sorry :-(

    BFP #1 4/22/10 MC 5/5/10 (6w4d) EDD 12/25/10
    BFP #2 10/19/10 CP 10/27/10 (4w6d) EDD 6/30/11
    BFP #3 5/10/11 Lucas Abelardo born 12/29/11 at 37w3d
    BFP #4 12/10/12 MMC 1/14/13 (9w3d) D&C 1/15/13 EDD 8/16/13 

    BFP #5 8/22/13 Lucia Elizabeth born 4/17/14 at 38w
     
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  • BabyMimiBabyMimi
    I'm so sorry. This is so unfair.
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  • triple_sevenstriple_sevens member
    Oh no, C, no. I hate that this is happening. It's all such a pile of shi!t and for once you deserve things to go your way. Can I still hold out some hope for you? Because I really want to.
    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • EricaK28EricaK28 member
    I am so sorry hugs.
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  • surfergirlkonasurfergirlkona
    Fvck this. This can't happen again. I just can't understand why you get such cruel and undeserved shvt. I love you and am so sorry.
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  • csquared426csquared426 member
    I'm so sorry Colinda!

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    * PG #1 2/26/09: mm/c 4/14/09 at 10w4d | PG #2 8/5/09: mm/c 9/29/09 at 11w3d (boy) * 
    * CP's 4/14/10, 9/1/10, 4/19/11, 5/24/11, 10/14/13, 11/16/13 *
    * Ectopic 1/17/14 - nothing on u/s at 6w4d * 
    * PG #7 BFP 12/21/11 - DD born 8/31/12 * 
    * DH Dx'd with balanced translocation in 2011 *


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