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Ttcal dreams suck

Izabella22Izabella22 member
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CryingSeriously... I dreamed that I woke up in the middle of the night and peed on one of my digitals and all of a sudden.. Wham. Pregnant.

Not that I don't want it to come true, I certainly do, but it was very depressing to wake up and realize it was just a dream. Dammit.

This is all compounded by the fact that I realized last night that if this cycle is a bust its my last chance to get pg while I'm 30, which is hitting hard for some reason. 31 is weirdly harder than 30... all I can think is I was supposed to have a baby when I was 30, that was blown long ago, but I was hoping to be pg again before 31 hit. Crying

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  • HadleySHadleyS member

    (((hugs)))  I want that dream to come true for you too, Izabella.  And...being pregnant at 31 isn't so bad...I'm gonna have to have our kids super close together, provided I am able to have kids.  It's gonna work out for you, hun, it is. (((BIG HUG)))

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    I'm dealing with the whole age issue myself. I was really hoping to have my first by 30 and making peace with the fact that it's not going to happen really sucks! I'm sorry your dream got your hopes up only to slap you with reality. I hoping and praying that dream comes true and you get exactly what you want ((big hugs buddy)).
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  • smallfry5909smallfry5909 member
    Huge (((HUGS))). I hate them too. I hope you get your LO this year, regardless of age.
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    (((hugs))))
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  • SheLovesMrHipSheLovesMrHip member
    I am sorry that the dreams are so hard on you my friend!! I to have been having the nutty ttcal a dreams. They suck for sure!!! Don't be too depressed about the 30 thing girl, I turned 31 on Xmas and I still have an empty ute. I actually have a sick felling that I will be 32 before it is full again. Stay strong!
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  • Izabella22Izabella22 member
    Thanks ladies.. I'm so glad I can come here and you all understand. I think in waiting I had completely forgotten about all the ups and downs of ttcal and that reality is tough enough w/out adding in the shoulds, the age, the pressure of just wanting to be pg now (and not let DH's daughter get too far ahead of me). I was totally comforted by reading the GTKY last night knowing that many women on this board are in the 30 zone. I am, as always, incredibly grateful for this board and the wonderful strong women here *HUGS ALL AROUND*
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  • myaddiwaddi06myaddiwaddi06 member
    Oh Sweetie I am sorry. Those dreams really suck. It's not over yet. Just keep your head up and know that we are here for you! ((Hugs))
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  • OatoaOatoa member
    31 isn't as bad as it sounds.  It actually feels a lot like 30.  I know how you feel though as I just turned 31.  Its hard when you realize how much time actually goes by.  Big hugs to you.

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  • pennynjonpennynjon
    Hugs! I hope you get your bfp soon. My ttc dreams are always bad ones.
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  • MrsAtchMrsAtch member
    So sorry love. I had a dream that I delivered a friends baby myself last night. Must have been one of those nights. I am keeping everything crossed that this is your month. And if not, I promise you I'll drag you to 3 dollar deweys and buy you a beer for each hand. (hug)
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  • Izabella22Izabella22 member

    imageMrsAtch:
    So sorry love. I had a dream that I delivered a friends baby myself last night. Must have been one of those nights. I am keeping everything crossed that this is your month. And if not, I promise you I'll drag you to 3 dollar deweys and buy you a beer for each hand. (hug)

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  • jertiejertie member
    I hope that your dream does come true!!

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  • LilMaggsLilMaggs member
    I hate those dreams with a passion!
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