Even after being his mom for almost 4 fabulous years, even after only trying for 33 seemingly long months it's the little mom moments that really get me. DS and I spent part of the afternoon sledding with the neighbor girls ages 5, 8 and 13. As I watched the kids laughing and running I stood in the yard with tears running down my cheeks with DH capturing the moments on camera. It's these ordinary afternoons that at one point I had given up on ever experiencing. For these moments I am extremely grateful. Tonight as I tucked DS in I said an extra prayer that others in the sisterhood- of -IF will experience 'those' moments.
Re: "Those" moments - I'm a sap
Joey, Ronnie, and Audrey,
my awesome IUI 30 week twins, and my surprise miracle
LOVE my SAIF ladies
Beautifully said!
It's amazing how it still hits you.
I honestly thought it wouldn't be as strong a presence once they got older but I sobbed today reading "You're My Wish Come True" to my 4.5 yr old.
Grateful, grateful, grateful.
As hard as IF is to go thru these are the times that I'm thankful that I probably have a greater ability to feel deep gratitude at having the chance to be a parent than those who never fear that they won't get to.
Total score: 6 pregnancies, 5 losses, 2 amazing blessings that I'm thankful for every single day.
That is my most favorite book EVER!! When I read it to DD, she stops me and grabs my face and says, "Mommy, you are my wish come true". I had the hardest time choking back the tears because I didn't want to upset/worry her.
Don't you just love "those" moments though?