not to be an AW but OMfreakingG... I am testing tomorrow.
This is our last chance before we neatly fold up our TTC dreams and put them away in a drawer for a while.
Ahhhhhh! I have had that sick/nervous feeling in my stomach ALL.DAY. And the jokes on me because i just wrote a blog post a few days ago about how I wasn't anxious to test and the 2WW this cycle was no biggie. Ha! At one day to go until test day I'm freakin out. I want to test NOW and I want to test never, and preserve the shreds of hope I might have lingering. Cause seriously girls... one day left of at least pretending to have some hope. Then by tomorrow morning I'll know, and I'll either be struggling my way through another failed cycle and thinking about how in the world am I going to let TTC go (not that we'll be preventing but..) ..... or you know.. the other option which I won't even say because I know it won't happen! Geez. So much emotion over the presence or absence of one little word "not."
*sigh* Wish me luck girls. I'm goin crazy.
Re: umm you guys....
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Good luck! I really hope you get your bfp tomorrow!
Thank you hun!
I hope this last month is it for you too! Here's to our last month trying for a while being the one! *clink*
Burned by the Bear
dx: LPD & low progesterone 11/2011
BFP #1 August 23
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Corbin | born 4.19.12
Baby boy #2 | due 4.13.15
DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d
((hugs hugs hugs hugs)) Love you!!! Thank you SO much for the prayers Lovie- I need them!
And btw I am so happy to see a FF ticker on your page now woman! Eee!
HoneyBee, I really hope this is your cycle! Good luck, fingers crossed for you.
I really hope this is your month! I will say a prayer for you, that you find peace in knowing no matter what the outcome is, God has a plan for you. I follow your blog and you commented that maybe God is saying "wait" and I agree. I think that every month that I get a BFN, that his plan is maybe one day but not today. I will be thinking of you and watching for your post tomorrow.
4th BFP-August 2014- Due May 12, 2015
BFP #2 on 4/12/11, J born on 12/14/11
TTC #2
Hahaha i love that! I DO need to get on a freaking month board already! I hope you get on one this month too!
You are so sweet! Thank you hun for the kind words, they mean so much.
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Trying for #1 since May 2010 l DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011
IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks
November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!
Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26
1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12
**TEAM GREEN!**
Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12
Trying for #2
FET #1 - October '13 - c/p l FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled
l FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN
~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~
Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14
**TEAM GREEN!**
Beautiful baby girl born 11.24.14
lol yeah yeah stalk away
Oh I will be.. you know that's right.
11.10.10 from my belly to my heart at 11wks 5days
TTC #1 since 2/2010
DX - Unexplained
Clomid + IUI 1-3 = BFN
IVF #1: Stims Started 7/08/11 (Gonal F)
ER 7/18/11 - 9 retrieved
Fert Report: 9 mature and all 9 fertilized
ET 7/21/11 - 2 embies transferred
Beta 1 (8/03) = 471 Beta 2 (8/5) 1416
BFP 1/18/11, EDD 10/1/11. Born at 37w5d on 9/15/11.
***BFP Chart***
"There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning.