Oh hun I am so sorry you are feeling this way! I hope your break does you well and you come back quickly. The board will not be the same without you! ((HUGS))
((((hugs)))) I am so sorry that you are feeling this way, but I certainly understand. We will miss you so much!! You bring so much to this board and the ladies here.
I hope you will get what you need from your time away. ((((hugs))) again.
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(((HUGS))) I understand your reasoning, but I will really miss you! Please come back soon!
"'My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,' says the Lord. 'And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.'" Isaiah 55:8-9
BFP #1 7/4/2010--Natural M/C 8/4/2010
BFP #2 4/25/2011 Please stick, baby!! EDD 1/1/2012
Forever Buddy to carrieandtim
I am so sorry for all you have gone through and continue to go through. I will be saying prayers for you, and I hope to one day sooner then later see you on PgAL.
I'm so, so sorry you are having such a difficult time. I completely understand needing to step back from it all and clear your head. Take all the time you need, and make sure you take good care of yourself. I'll be thinking of you. ((HUGS))
TTC since January 2010
BFP 5/9/10. U/S - no heartbeat 6/2/10 (7 weeks). Induced miscarriage 6/7/10.
Chemical pregnancies 12/2/10, 1/3/11, and 2/7/11.
dx: RPL due to poor quality uterine lining; begin progesterone January 2011
BFP 3/10/11. EDD 11/19/11. E arrived 11/15/11!
The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete. Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10 BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
*hugs* Amye, your support has meant the world to me. I can never thank you enough for all you've given, not only to me, but everyone on this board. I hope your insurance gives you the coverage you need.
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Sending hugs, will continue to keep you in my thoughts. I also have similiar feelings of being sorry for my dh and for feeling like I'm being punished. I'm here if you need anything.
Jenn
3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 BFN
IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks
FET#1 BFN
IVF#3 BFP, m/c
FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
You will be very missed... I hope your break is all you need it to be, and you get some good news about your insurance. ((BIG HUGS))
BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8 BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
Sorry you're feeling so down and broken. It's understandable that this process can be overwhelming and consuming, but it's sad that so many women end up feeling "less than" as a result of this struggle and lack of support IRL. I hope the break serves you well and that your new insurance works out so that you get your BFP. Take care of yourself!
BFP #1: 5-20-10, m/c 5-29-10 @ 5w6d
BFP #2: 8-04-10, missed m/c discovered 8-31-10, d&c 9-02-10
BFP #3: 4-08-11 ~ EDD: 12-16-11
Praying that the third time's a charm... Please get comfy & stick around LO!
Re: Board Break...
I am so sorry that you are hurting this way. It's definitely not fair. I'm so very sorry!
I hope that your break helps give you clarity in some way.
Please know you will be missed and will be in my thoughts and prayers!
BFP 1 4/2010 M/C 5/1/2010 8w2d EDD 12/10/10 BFP 2 5/5/2011 C/P?? 5/14/2011 5w2d EDD 01/12/12 BFP 3 3/12/2012 EDD 11/23/12 Ultrasound 4/11/12 H/B 160bpm! It's a GIRL!
((((hugs)))) I am so sorry that you are feeling this way, but I certainly understand. We will miss you so much!! You bring so much to this board and the ladies here.
I hope you will get what you need from your time away. ((((hugs))) again.
"'My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,' says the Lord. 'And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.'" Isaiah 55:8-9
BFP #1 7/4/2010--Natural M/C 8/4/2010
BFP #2 4/25/2011 Please stick, baby!! EDD 1/1/2012
Forever Buddy to carrieandtim
I am so sorry for all you have gone through and continue to go through. I will be saying prayers for you, and I hope to one day sooner then later see you on PgAL.
(((HUGS))
BFP 5/9/10. U/S - no heartbeat 6/2/10 (7 weeks). Induced miscarriage 6/7/10.
Chemical pregnancies 12/2/10, 1/3/11, and 2/7/11.
dx: RPL due to poor quality uterine lining; begin progesterone January 2011
BFP 3/10/11. EDD 11/19/11. E arrived 11/15/11!
Loss Blog | Life Blog
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
Missed m/c 10/25/10 @ 11.5 weeks