kids want to go to my parents...

xmasBFP · January 2011

But I wanted to say a very heartfelt thank you to all of you for being patient while I got the joy of teling a few people in person. And got to a point where I beleive this is real.

You are going to hear a lot of I just cant belive it coming from me. I mean remember where I was just 3.5 yrs ago??? Seriously I was scared I would never even be a mom.

Then I got my girl...and my miracle....and now a Christmas gift.

Wow I am a little jealous of myself.

This is amazing and I dont know why I am so incredibly blessed...but I damn sure am. And my goal for this is to allow myself to appreciate and enjoy it and NOT be scared. I wasted so much time last time.

And get this...I even told Tony right away....hows that for changing it up!!! But not family yet so please nooooo FB