I'm becoming bitter (vent)

AmorXAeterna · December 2010

Losing my baby, having to deal with the holidays thinking about what should have been, getting bfn's all the time. It's just made me bitter and angry.

It seems like I got pregnant so easy the first time and now that I'm actually charting and trying it's like the universe is just giving me the middle finger.

I don't know what to do! I hate being like this but I can't help it, everytime I see someone else get a bfp I want to just punch them in the face.

Does anyone else feel like this? Am I alone in this? Thanks for listening girls!

KaitySueWho · December 2010

you are not alone.. I struggle every day fighting the bitterness that sometimes boils inside of me.

I have been dealing with it for over 2 years now.. and it only got worse after my M/C.. I don't know how to make it better.. I'm sure that one day when I get pregnant again I won't be bitter anymore.. until then we have to try and fight it.. But do know that you are not alone and if you need anyone to talk to most of us have been there. ((hugs))

NiNi143 · December 2010

No you're not alone. I'm so sorry your feeling this way.

I'm having a hard time with this! To make matters worse, DH left to visit MIL and will be back AFTER fertile block. Seems like everything is working against the BFP. Just great.

Oh did I mention that BIL has a baby that was not planned, barely wanted (whole other nasty story) and they're always shoving pictures of her in my face. UGH!

I think it's completely normal Amor. I think we should do something to try and feel better. *Ni passes Amor a fertility shake*

You're definitely not the only one and we're here to listen.

itsmegin · December 2010

You are not alone. I am bitter too and I hate it. I don't know how not to be like this, I just fake it most of the time. If I see a baby, I try (doesn't always work) to smile at it instead of looking away and crying like I want to. Sometimes doing that, seeing the baby smile back or whatever, helps make me feel better. Sometimes.

I hate being like this and not enjoying the things I used to, being jealous and being sad around the holidays, but knowing I am not alone in feeling this way helps a lot.

rock-elle · December 2010

You are definitely not alone and are for sure among the right crowd {{hugs}}

AmorXAeterna · December 2010

Thanks ladies I really appreciate all your kind words, I hope 2011 brings us better luck than 2010 did.

veggie0420 · December 2010

i feel exactly the same, and it seems like every effin celebrity on the planet is getting knocked up and its being thrown in our faces! i used to love seeing babies, but now i am sad when i see any. its getting easier since my m/c, but yes, im still bitter betty. heres to a better year

jerryliljess · December 2010

I'm sorry you're going through this. You're definately not alone, I've been trying to move past the bitterness since the 2nd m/c. A vast majority of my friends are getting pregnant and I feel like the universe is turning against me. Even my co-workers (some who I would love to punch in the face if given the opportunity) haven't helped with their insensitive remarks about how I basically screwed up. Lets hope 2011 is better for all of us.

stillbaking · December 2010

You're absolutely not alone. I try to keep thinking positively, but it's sometimes more difficult than others. ((HUGS))

bryanandkatrina · December 2010

You are most definitely not alone - we have all been there at one point or another, I am currently there myself (just waiting for 2011 to get here already, so that we can finally move on). Hang in there ((((hugs))))

ColleenS629 · December 2010

You are definitely not alone. I feel bitter all the time.

thewayiam · December 2010

Oh, I'm so sorry. You are not alone. We've all felt that way, I'm sure. I certainly have felt very, very bitter. Very often. I hope your new year brings some peace and happiness to you.

LilMaggs · December 2010

Believe me, you're not alone. Anyone who gets a BFP is instantly hidden from my news feed on FB. Anyone who so much as whines about being pregnant is likely to hear it from me. I don't watch TV because I can't handle the commercials. *hugs*

shelshel79 · December 2010

((hugs)) you are definately not alone.

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