TTC After a Loss

Why did I do that to myself? (BFN)

I tested this morning with SMU and of course it was negative?!  Hello?!!  I convinced myself that my breasts hurt and I was having implantation cramping.  Even though when I temped it was 97 degrees?!  My highest post O temp to date has been 98.  So clearly my temp was a sign not to test but I didn't listen and here I am wallowing in self pity hating my body and wondering if I will EVER be pregnant again.  THIS JUST SUCKS!!

PRINCESS31stbirthday
Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers
Lilypie First Birthday tickers

Re: Why did I do that to myself? (BFN)

  • So sorry about the BFN!  I know this has been said before but maybe its still too early???  Hugs!!
    Warning No formatter is installed for the format bbhtml
  • Loading the player...
  • I'm sorry. This was me, earlier this week. It's hard to wait, and the negative results are so very disappointing. Hugs to you.
    Lilypie First Birthday tickers
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    BFP#1 - 8/27/10 - D&C 10/27/10 @ 13 weeks to Trisomy 18
    Missing our Angel Baby Gabriel
    BFP#2 - 3/18/11 - CP 3/19/11 BFP#3 - 4/27/11 - Due 1/9/12
  • Oh Jinx, I'm so sorry ((((HUGEHUGS))))

    I don't know why we do these things to ourselves, but you did use SMU and it is still early. I've got everything crossed that you see a second line in the next couple of days! I hope that this is it for you!

    * PAL/PgAL Bumpie & NBC-Twi Nestie * imageBloggity Blog BFP #1 in 2001 ? natural m/c @ 9w4d ? TTC our first since 2009 ? BFP #2 on 8/25/2010 ? natural M/C @ 7w6d on 9/25/2010 Clomid cycle #1 @ 50mg = BFP #3 on 1/1/11 ~ EDD 9/14/2011!!! Lilypie First Birthday tickers
  • I am sorry:(  I hope it is just too early still.
    Warning No formatter is installed for the format bbhtml
  • I am so sorry.  ((((BIG HUG)))).  It is not over until AF shows. 
  • imageDeepak&Derek:
    I am so sorry.  ((((BIG HUG)))).  It is not over until AF shows. 

    This exactly!  I'm so sorry ((hugs))  I'm really hoping that in the next couple of days you do get that BFP.   

    5/16/2005: M/C at 7 wks
    5/3/2010: MM/C at 7 wks 6 days
    5/25/2014: CP at 4 wks 3 days

    Because of the great "Snow"vember of 2015, my medicated cycle was cancelled.  However, we were blessed with our little rainbow baby due on 8/14/15!  Baby J had other plans and decided to make his grand ole entrance on 7/4/2015!

    Surprise!  Our little girl entered this world on 12/8/2016 after her eviction notice was long past due.  Our little turkey baby turned into a snow baby!  

                                                        
    Third times the charm!  BFP on 4/18/2019, EDD: 12/18/2019
    PgAL/PAL welcome
    PAIF/SAIF welcome too!

  • Sorry :(
    Baby Blog
    BFP#1 5.27.10 DS became an angel at 21 weeks on 9.22.10
    BFP#2 4.16.11 Healthy baby girl born 12.14.11
    BFP#3 9.3.12 A healthy, bouncing baby SISTER on the way! EDD 5.12.13

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

  • I'm sorry. :(

    I always test too early.

  • Sorry!  (((HUGS))  I always feel like I have to poas or else my cycle isn't complete.  I hope your next cycle will be better!
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic
    "'My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,' says the Lord. 'And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.'" Isaiah 55:8-9
    BFP #1 7/4/2010--Natural M/C 8/4/2010
    BFP #2 4/25/2011 Please stick, baby!! EDD 1/1/2012
    Forever Buddy to carrieandtim BabyFruit Ticker
  • Hugs! I hope it's just too early!
    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

    image

    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
  • So sorry you got a BFN.  ((Hugs))
    Warning No formatter is installed for the format bbhtml
  • I've done this to myself all week.  I decided this AM not to test  - I'm tired of BFN's.  I'm also trying to convince myself that this MF is a real LO, my boobs hurt bad!  I'm sure I'll wake-up tomorrow to test and BFN. 

    Good luck this cycle - looks like we have been cycle buddies!

  • imagetctibbe:

    I've done this to myself all week.  I decided this AM not to test  - I'm tired of BFN's.  I'm also trying to convince myself that this MF is a real LO, my boobs hurt bad!  I'm sure I'll wake-up tomorrow to test and BFN. 

    Good luck this cycle - looks like we have been cycle buddies!

     

    We are cycle buddies! Cool!  I won't lie I have spent the better part of the morning in the ladies room feeling myself up convined my boobs are sore because I am KU!

    PRINCESS31stbirthday
    Lilypie Kids Birthday tickers
    Lilypie First Birthday tickers
  • I'm so sorry about your BFN.  I did this exact same thing to myself last cycle.  I was so confident I was pg.  It's such a roller coaster and it TOTALLY SUCKS!!  I'm sure this doesn't help, but just know you're not alone.


    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    BabyFruit Ticker

    BFP #1 6.17.10 - natural M/C 5w2d
    BFP #2 8.4.10 - missed M/C, D&C 8w
    BFP #3 1.18.11 - natural M/C 5w1d
    BFP #4 5.6.11 - 13dpo: hcg 68, p 16.3; 16dpo: hcg 211,
    p16.6; 18dpo: hcg 416, p 15.6; 25dpo: hcg 6,007
    DS born 1/30/12
    BFP #5 4.28.13 - LO due 1/4/14

  • FX that it's just too early and that you get a new years day surprise!
    Lilypie Fourth Birthday tickers Lilypie Second Birthday tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers image ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~TTCAL.buddies.with.LilMags.and.mundayem~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ DS1 10/10/09, Angel Baby 9/19/10 (12 weeks), DD 11/11/11, DS2 11/12/12
  • Hey, another cycle buddy for you guys!  Sorry about the BFN!  Sad  I HATE them!    I real quickly flushed my FMU so I wouldn't be tempted to test - it was hard!  I am still debating whether or not to test tomorrow AM.......I have a lot of hope this cycle (but what else is new?!), but those BFNs suck so badly.......  Here's hoping that you simply tested too early!

     

    Warning No formatter is installed for the format bbhtml
  • Darn!  So sorry about the BFN - it's a realy punch to the gut.  ((HUGS))

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Siggy Warning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


     Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    image
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

  • *huge hugs*
    Warning No formatter is installed for the format bbhtml
This discussion has been closed.
Choose Another Board
Search Boards
"
"