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pennynjonpennynjon
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We lost our daugthter, Ella, in May.  I found out I was pregnant again on Nov. 17th.  We were so excited, but of course nervous.  The last few weeks have been crazy.  I have had ultrasounds every week and have been measuring a week behind.  My betas dropped last monday and they told me I would miscarry.  But, last wednesday at the ultrasound we saw a heartbeat.  It was low, so the doctor was still concerned.  Today I went back in for another us and there was no heartbeat.  I am scheduled for a d&c tomorrow.  I am so upset.  I can't believe we have lost two children this year.  Now I am so scared to even try again.
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  • julesjbjulesjb member
    Im so sorry for your loss. I was hoping for such good things for you when I first read your posts and hope that you do not lose hope. I dont understand the universe sometimes
    BFP #1 6/18/10 Saw HB 7/15/10 Missed M/C 8/17/10 @ 12 weeks 2 days- 2 D&C's( 8/20 and 8/26) BFP#2 11/21/10 Nonviable at 5wks, possible ectopic. Methotrexate 12/3/10&12/9/10 BFP#3 3/10/11 Beta@12dpo 39 Beta@14dpo 160! 21 DPO 2439 HB at 7wks 127 EDD 11/17/11
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  • vitanvitan member

    Oh my, I am so sorry that you're going through this again. My heart absolutely aches for you but I'm praying for a miracle. Will you be getting another u/s before the D&C?

    And Ella is a beautiful little angel!

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  • Runnergirl2242Runnergirl2242 member
    I remember you from when I had my first mc. You were so supportive and awesome. I fell in love with the pictures of your beautiful child. I was really rooting for you and I am so disappointed to see you back here. I really am so sad. I truly am so sorry for both of your losses. I will say a prayer for you tonight. I wish I could offer you something more than just words but please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you tonight.
    DS Born 10/05/99 DSS Born 7/11/95 BFP 05/11/10 - Missed M/C, D&C 06/23/10 BFP 8/3/2010 - Ectopic, Methotrexate 8/17/10 BFP 1/27/11- Please God let this heart beat strong. Beta1 17dpo-314 Beta2 20dpo-883 Beta3 22dpo-1861 Beta4 25dpo-5918 DS2 Born 10/07/99 "I prayed for this child, and the LORD has granted me what I asked of him. So now I give him to the LORD. For his whole life he shall be given over to the LORD." 1Sam1v24to28.
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  • cmumamacmumama member
    So sorry for this loss.  I took some time to read your blog and your story is truly amazing.  Ella is a beautiful baby girl and is lucky to you and your DH as parents.
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  • ButterflyDreamsButterflyDreams member
    I'm so sorry. I also lost my son in May and found out I was pregnant on Nov 1.  After a month of checking and rechecking betas and ultrasounds I was also told to "expect to miscarry." Waiting was the worse so we finally decided it was time to let go again and had a D&C on Nov. 30.  I can't believe how similar our stories are. Hugs and prayers for you tomorrow and the rest of the week.  
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  • dana1318adana1318a
    I am so, so sorry for your losses.  I understand how scared you must be, but please don't give up hope.  ((HUGEhugs))
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  • MandaS08MandaS08 member
    Oh Penny, I am so sorry for your loss!  I have been checking the PAL loss board all day for your update and had been praying for you.  I have no words-I am so sorry that you are going through this and will keep you in my prayers.

    TTC since 5/2010
    DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012    BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
    IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate 
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    U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
    IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
    BFP!   11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13

     

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  • DragonflyBelleDragonflyBelle
    My heart hurts for you! Please know you have someone in LA thinking about you and praying for you and your family.
    DD#1 11.7.07 - DD#2 11.2.10 (3rd Tri Loss)- DD#3 4.18.12
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  • BarefootContessBarefootContess member
    I am so very sorry.  May you find peace and strength to endure. 
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