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I caved and POAS

rach1015rach1015
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BFN...I'm not really sure how I feel about this though!  I know that 10dpiui is too early, but I was so curious to know whether or not the hCG was out of my system.  I guess I thought that this would make me feel more confident *if* I were to get a BFP when I test on Sunday (14dpiui).  I had this fear of getting a BFP on Sunday with a HPT only to go in Monday for my beta and to be told that it must have just been some of the trigger still lingering around.  DH isn't home and he'd probably give me "the look" if he knew that I POAS already.  I have to admit that I'm still bummed to see a BFN even though I thought I'd rather see a BFN now and know that the hCG is no longer in my system in case I get a BFP later than to see a BFP now and get my hopes up only to have a BFN on Sunday.  Damn me, I shouldn't have POAS yet because now I'm a mixture of bummed out and hopeful where before I was just hopeful and antsy.  Ugh!
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  • PixiestxPixiestx
    There really is no winning with testing or not.  Sorry about the BFN :(  There is time for things to change though.
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  • amamommyamamommy member
    I do the same thing every cycle...play this mind game with myself...if I wait, then it could be positive...but I want to know now.......Hopefully it's just too early and you'll get your BFP on Sunday. I've got my fingers crossed for you!
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  • AmandaMacDAmandaMacD member
    Hopefully you tested too early and your beta will be through the roof!
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  • uteandbuffuteandbuff
    I hope that you just tested too early and you'll get that BFP!
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  • wantoonemoretimewantoonemoretime

    I did the same thing this morning (9 dpo) and kept staring at it like, maybe there IS a ghost of a line there?  No, there isnt, just throw it out.

     Then I'd continue getting ready for work, then go back and make sure it was actually negative - way to make yourself crazy!  Last month I was fine, I didnt do it until cycle day 28 but this month, I dont know....I'm insane.

    The waiting is impossible.

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