TTC After a Loss

bad day start to finish (vent - not all TTCAL related)

So, this morning I woke up from a dream about my mc... In my dream my husband was MIA and I was with a friend from high school that I haven't seen in a few years who's DS just had his 6th birthday (she posted pics on facebook last week)... I don't remember all of the details, but I had to go to the hospital. Apparently my car was stolen while I was in there... people kept asking me about my due date and I went off on a nurse telling her that I did not want to be touched when she touched my arm, trying to be empathetic and that she needed to leave me the f%^& alone before I ran out of the front doors (to find that my car was nowhere to be found)... yeah... what a dream to wake up to...

So then my husband and I were planning on picking his car up from the garage (we just got him a 2010 Dodge Challenger and he's getting an upgraded exhaust put on it and other little upgrade-y things)... well, we didn't get the car because no-one returned his phone calls and when we finally went to the garage to see what was up, no one was there! so he's all pissy now... I don't blame him...

then I decided to see if I could use a store discount that I 'earned' from shopping a few weeks ago.. I went in to get a pair of pants that I've had my eye on... they didn't have my size AND I almost got run over by a woman who can't control the stroller that her baby was in... grrrr... I didn't need that...

 I'm hoping that the dream I had is not reoccuring and it goes away... I'm still having cramps and tissue (very small amounts) passing and brown spotting... my mc started 10 days ago... ugh

Anyway - thanks for letting me vent... tomorrow will be better, right?

Re: bad day start to finish (vent - not all TTCAL related)

  • I am sorry you had such a rough day. It is strange how crazy our dreams can be!
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  • *hugs*  That is really sucky.  It's crazy how weird dreams get.
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  • Sorry you've had a rough day!  For me, each day did get a little bit better, I hope tomorrow is an easier day for you.
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