I posted an intro yesterday about finding out that I do not have a viable pregnancy. I am just so angry. I lost my mom to breast cancer in March and we just recently found out my grandpa has cancer and they have given him "months" to live. This baby was actually bringing my entire family joy and now I had to tell them all that I lost the baby. I feel like I have let everyone down. I know it is not my fault. I completely trust that God has a plan for all of this but right now I just am so mad and don't understand why I have had so much sorrow in my life this year and now I have to deal with losing this baby.
Thank you for lettting me get that out. We haven't told anyone besides close family so it just feels good to express my feelings to someone besides my family.