My period was so light and wacky because I have a huge cyst. Actually, I have about 8 of them, but one of them was like waving hello at us as soon as she got the probe in. It was 46x60mm. So double the size my ovary is supposed to be. She said that's why I had such a wacky cycle after follistim.
So, BCP for a month (I hope that's all I need to get rid of them, but I'm not hopeful). Then new protocol....Letrozole for 5 days and then 2 days of 75IU FSH and then we check. He wants to make sure we don't overstim this time.
The only thing that keeps going through my mind is next cycle, I would be testing right at Christmas, and since I've had so much luck with Christmas and babies, this can't end well (I lost my 1st 2 days before Christmas and I was due on New Years with my ectopic).
I cried all the way to work. Infertility sucks in so many ways
Re: we know why AF was weird (cancelled cycle again...)
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
BFP #1: 07/10/2009, Missed m/c, D&C 08/12/2009
BFP #2: 01/31/2010, Identical Twins died in utero due to TTTS, D&E 05/19/2010
BFP #3: 09/16/2010, natural m/c 9/21/2010
PCOS & Bocornuate Uterus Dx 1.4.2011
BFP #4: 01/11/2011
I have 6 gallons of wine sitting on my kitchen table to be bottled Friday, so I think I'm going to take full advantage. Strawberry Merlot....here I come!
Edited because my brain isn't functioning.....don't worry, I have wine to drink in the meantime.
:::Hugs:::: I'm sorry about all of this BS. And I second Carrie, lots of margaritas might help just a little
Oh no! I'm so sorry.
Hope the BCPs put the crunch on those cysts & you can go on to your new protocol ASAP!
Sending tons of positive vibes your way...
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
my blog
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
SOB! i just wrote a long response and i got an error. grrrr!!!
i hope the BC works! and you have a postive outcome next cycle.
i can only imagine your disappointment. (((hugs)))
enjoy the wine! mmmm!