TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

we know why AF was weird (cancelled cycle again...)

My period was so light and wacky because I have a huge cyst.  Actually, I have about 8 of them, but one of them was like waving hello at us as soon as she got the probe in.  It was 46x60mm.  So double the size my ovary is supposed to be.  She said that's why I had such a wacky cycle after follistim.

So, BCP for a month (I hope that's all I need to get rid of them, but I'm not hopeful).  Then new protocol....Letrozole for 5 days and then 2 days of 75IU FSH and then we check.  He wants to make sure we don't overstim this time.

The only thing that keeps going through my mind is next cycle, I would be testing right at Christmas, and since I've had so much luck with Christmas and babies, this can't end well (I lost my 1st 2 days before Christmas and I was due on New Years with my ectopic). 

I cried all the way to work.  Infertility sucks in so many ways

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Re: we know why AF was weird (cancelled cycle again...)

  • Ugh. I'm sorry :( I hope that after this round of BCP you'll be good to go. In the mean time... I say a pitcher or 3 of margaritas is in order.
    Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008 M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010 My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section
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  • Hugs. I'm so sorry. Cancelled cycles (and IF in general) can suck it.


    BFP #1 via IUI ~ L (Fatal Birth Defect) 4/7/10
    BFP #2 via IUI ~ m/c
    BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
    BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
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  • {{{Hugs}}} I'm so sorry about the cancelled cycle.
    Lilypie First Birthday tickers
    BFP #1: 07/10/2009, Missed m/c, D&C 08/12/2009
    BFP #2: 01/31/2010, Identical Twins died in utero due to TTTS, D&E 05/19/2010
    BFP #3: 09/16/2010, natural m/c 9/21/2010
    PCOS & Bocornuate Uterus Dx 1.4.2011
    BFP #4: 01/11/2011
  • imageCarrieLeigh84:
    Ugh. I'm sorry :( I hope that after this round of BCP you'll be good to go. In the mean time... I say a pitcher or 3 of margaritas is in order.

    I have 6 gallons of wine sitting on my kitchen table to be bottled Friday, so I think I'm going to take full advantage.  Strawberry Merlot....here I come!

    Edited because my brain isn't functioning.....don't worry, I have wine to drink in the meantime.

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  • lots and lots of  ((((hugs))))  I hope the bcp clears things up
  • I'm so sorry abou the cyst and cancelled cycle, I hope it goes away fast. 
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  • Uggg - I'm so sorry.  {{big hugs}}
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  • I'm so sorry.  Cysts suck major a$$. 
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  • :::Hugs:::: I'm sorry about all of this BS.  And I second Carrie, lots of margaritas might help just a little :)

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • Oh no!  I'm so sorry.  :(  

    Hope the BCPs put the crunch on those cysts & you can go on to your new protocol ASAP!

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    Sending tons of positive vibes your way... 

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  • ((hugs)) hope the bcp clears up the cysts. Infertility does suck and I'm really hoping you get good news for christmas this year.

    Jenn

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    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • I'm so sorry, that sucks. ((hugs))

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • Dammit, I'm sorry.  I hope the new plan works, but I wish it didn't have to be such a long one.
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    4 early losses 2009, 2010, 2015.  Baby #1 born 2/13/11.  
  • SOB! i just wrote a long response and i got an error.  grrrr!!! 

    i hope the BC works! and you have a postive outcome next cycle. 

    i can only imagine your disappointment.  (((hugs)))

    enjoy the wine!  mmmm!

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • I'm sorry about the canceled cycle. I hope the new plan (and wine) works!
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  • I hope that the bcp does the trick and you get your bfp next cycle.
    Lilypie Premature Baby tickers IVF #1 BFP Beta #1 528 & Beta #2 1514
  • ugh I am so so sorry Sad  I hope next cycle proves to be a wonderful experience.
  • (((Big hugs))) How frustrating. I hope the new plan works!
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