my job is not going well.
my relationship with FI continues to fail. we just started counselling but i can be honest here he's an idiot and i don't think he's capable of change.
i feel like my friends are far away and i don't put enough into those relationships.
i have been criticizing myself as a mother like crazy lately ever since going back to work. i feel like i'm not doing enough for my son - not being proactive enough about his development, not being enough in general.
today is just a poor me day. FAIL FAIL FAIL. life = fail.
vent over.
Re: today i just feel like a FAIL
**hugs**
Sorry you are having these feelings. Dont be so hard on yourself. We all do the best we can with our kids. We cannot be in 2 places at the same time, so we just try and do our best. I really hope the counseling sessions help you guys. But if you go with a preset mind into counseling, I see it can be hard for it to work. Hope things fall into place for you soon before you hit a wall.
I am so sorry!! ((hugs))
I feel that way most days. Just because we feel things does not make those things real!!
Hang in there, tomorrow is a new day
::hugs::
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