TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

Fvck This Sh!t Friday

I almost didn't do this in honour of Mindy's excellent news today.

 

However, if I know my girls, there's always a reason to say "Fvck This Sh!t".

 

So... what's pissing you off today?

 

Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008 M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010 My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section

Re: Fvck This Sh!t Friday

  • Fvck these cramps..oh and the vomiting that they made me have last night that was delightful
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    MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
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    Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
    BFP #1 11/4/09 m/c 4w3d baby crab
    BFP #2 12/4/09 m/c 9w3d baby lion
    BFP #3 7/1/10 m/c 4w1d baby fish
    BFP #4 5/8/11
    BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
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  • OOH OOOH Can mine be that it took me an hour and 1/2 to get to work because I live in the Garbage State and the damn storm drain was clogged causing flooding shutting down the onnnnnnnnnly road I could use to get to work...to then which I had to get in and go pick up 2 consumers where I sat in another hour of traffic for 3 accidents. Best part is that it wasn't even raining. Yesterday it was piiiiiiiiiiiiiising down and I got to work just fine...and today all them morons were out causing crap on the roadways. It took me 2 hours to pick up ONE freakin client!! 
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  • I JUST WISH FREAKIN AF WOULD SHOW UP ALREADY!!!!

    Sorry for yelling..I did have a temp drop today, so that's a good sign.  Finally.

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  • I forced myself to eat carrots at lunch and then bought a generic rice krispie treat as a reward. It was gross and stale. The krispies were not snapping, crackling or popping.

    Very disappointing.

    Oh and my commute home will be over 1.5 hours due to the stupid rain. Blah.

    Lightning

    Momma to three boys: Henry - 4yo Alex - 18mo Jack - born 2/23/12 at 20w due to ruptured uterus (previa and accreta resulting in hysterectomy) He only lived here on Earth for an hour, but he will live in our hearts forever. m/c #1: sept '09, m/c #2: july '10
  • Today, when I turned my calendar to the new month, I saw my circled and exclamation pointed due date staring back at me. The whole damn calendar was tossed in the trash.

    Fvck. This. ***. 

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

    BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

  • My new coworker told our boss that his wife is PG with baby #4.  My boss said, unless it's twins and #5 is in there too.  My coworker said, well we don't know yet, we just found out this morning and it is too early to see a HB.

    Must be nice to be so confident.

    4/08 BFP resulted in m/c
    8/08 BFP resulted in m/c
    3/09 Polyp removed and dx MTHFR (both copies)
    6 Clomid cycles, all BFN
    5/09 IUI#1 with Clomid=BFN
    6/09 IUI#2 with Clomid=BFN
    8/09 IUI#3 with Clomid=BFN
    IVF#1 = BFN
    IVF#2 = BFN
    IVF#3 ET 2 Grade A blasts 11/16/11
    Beta #1: 485
    Beta #2: 2,495
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  • I pulled my hamstring so bad at soccer last night that I can neither straighten my leg nor bend it all the way. It's so bad I'm legitimately afraid I'll rupture my biceps femoris tendon if I play on Sunday. Fvck that sh!t.
  • feeling pretty hopeless about ever conceiving. fvck this. seriously.
  • Medco!  My pharamacy.

    I called first thing this morning because they still hadn't shipped my Follistim and I need more by Monday.  After getting transferred like 20 times, I got a "we'll call you back later".  They call at 11:30 telling me they never got the paperwork from my RE and my RE closed at 11.  Grrrrrrrrr

    So I spent my day freaking out trying to figure out how to get my meds.  I finally called them back and was going to ask them to ship it without authorization and I'd just pay OOP.  Then they "found" the paperwork on the follistim that my RE had sent yesterday...so it was approved.  But my trigger shot didn't get sent because of some mixup on the paper.  We got it shipped with 30 minutes to spare for me to get it by Monday.  Geez

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  • fvck my fvcking cramps
    BFP 11/09...M/C 1/27/10...TTCAL 3/2010...IUI #1 9/2010 = BFN IUI #2 10/29/2010 = TWINS! EDD 7/25/2010 C-SECTION 7/7/11 at 37.5wks due to severe pre-eclampsia. Liliana born 6lb7oz and Anthony born 5lb4oz Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • not sleeping all night b/c our power went out and DS had to sleep in bed w/ us b/c he was afraid of the dark and then woke up to a basement full of water!!! not what i intended to do today.  clean a flooded basement.
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • I'm tired of some family and friends who think I'm good enough to use for my discount at work, but don't bother to call and check on me any other time.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • October marks 2 yrs of TTC.

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    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • At DH's football game tonight (he coaches high school), some FH walked by wearing this:

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    I was sitting there with my wonderful SIL, who just adopted after 10+ yrs of TTTC.  

    We were not amused. 

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