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I posted too soon.  Late yesterday morning I started cramping and bleding heavily.  I called the on-call nurse and I am going in tomorrow morning for b/w and u/s.  RE will be calling me today with results from Friday's tests and I know she is going to say my tests say I'm pregnant.  I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE! Why did I even have to test?  I already thought I had AF and was ok with it when RE told me that it wasn't AF.  I only thought I was pregnant for 12 hours or so, but it is amazing how many dreams and plans you can make for your unborn LO in that short time.  I had an early miscarriage in April and handled it well considering, but the grief I have this time around is unbearable.  This is not supposed to happen. I really am a sane, normal person, but this rollercoaster life makes me feel like I am out of my mind Crying
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  • Oh I am soooo sorry.  I was really hoping this was it for you.  I hate the rollercoaster of emotions.  It just isn't fair.  
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  • Oh no.  I'm so, so sorry.  My heart hurts for you.  (((HUG)))
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  • OMG...I'm so very sorry!  I for sure thought this was your time.  My T & P will be with you.  Big hugs!
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    Tried 4 cycles of Clomid, TI, Gonal-f, and IUI's - all BFFN's
    Both tubes removed Nov '09
    Low AMH = 0.3
    IVF #1 for Feb '10 - cancelled due to poor response - Gonal-f and Repronex
    IVF #1.2 for June '10 - Gonal-f, Menopur, and micro Lupron
    ER - 6/19 (2 retrieved), ET - 6/22 (1 transferred with ICSI), Beta 7/5 = BFFN
    IVF #2 for Nov '10 was cancelled due to poor response - Follistim, Repronex, and micro Lupron
    IVF #2.2 for Feb '11 - Gonal-f, Repronex, and Ganirelix
    ER - 2/24 (8 retrieved), ET - 3/1 (2 transferred with ICSI), froze 3, Beta 3/11 = BFFN
    FET - 4/19 (3 transferred), Beta 4/28 = BFP, EDD 1/4/12
  • So sorry!!!  Sad
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  • Hugs I am so sorry.
  • I'm so sorry, what a stressful back and forth of emotions you have had to cope with this week.  It totally SUCKS!!!
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  • Oh my heck!!!!!  I am soooo sorry Sad  ((((HUGS)))
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  • I'm so sorry Amanda. /big hugs
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  • Thanks so much ladies....it means a lot to me xoxo
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  • I'm so sorry that you've had to deal with such a mess.  (((HUGS)))
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  • I am so so sorry.    HUGE HUGE {{HUGS}}

    Did you ever talk to the RE about your LP and progesterone levels?

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  • Oh no!  I am sorry to hear this.  I was hoping this was it!  ((HUGS))
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  • I'm so sorry :( 
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    Mom to Teagan 4.11.07 and Cora 9.30.11

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    D&E @ 22w 9.30.09 CMV infection BFP 10.15.10 C/P 4w4d

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