We're winding down for bed, so this will be short, but I wanted to introduce myself. I didn't even know this board existed.
I've got a 13 month old daughter and a 1 month old son. With DD, in hindsight, I think I had PPD. I was anxious all the time, would start fights with my husband for no reason and not be able to control my anger over the slightest things. I didn't get help, though now I think I should have.
This time, I'm recognizing the same type of actions/attitudes, and it scares me. I called the OB on Monday, went in Tuesday, and was diagnosed with PPD. They put me on wellbutrin, and will have me come in for a follow up in two weeks to discuss again.
I feel good about myself that I'm getting help - I got over the embarrassment and went in. I'm so glad I did. I look forward to getting advice and reading here.
Re: Quick Intro
Thank you. I think my biggest obstacle is learning to control myself. It's like a total out of body experience - I know i'm acting like a total douche canoe and I can't stop it when I'm with DH. When I'm with the kids, I put them in a safe place and walk away to cool off, because otherwise I wouldn't be able to stop there either.
I'm hoping I get on the upswing fairly quickly. I hate the look on my daughter's face when I can see that she knows something isn't right. Ugh.
DH: 31, no issues
4-6/2012 100mg of Clomid + trigger + IUI/TI = BFN
7/2012 150mg of Gonal-f + trigger + IUI = BFN
8/2012 Surprise unmedicated BFP!! Due May 8, 2013