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Hey, today - bite me (baaad day vent)

Wow I must've just had one of my worst days in quite awhile... So the day started by me having a blood draw for an HCG level this morning to see if anything happened with my first round of clomid... that was at 8:30am... then I rushed home to put my cat in a carrier because I needed to bring him to work with me because he's been sick (I work as a Veterinary Technician). In the process of putting my cat in the carrier, I smashed right underneath my eyebrow on the metal frame of my bed - I didn't think anything of it until I felt/saw the blood pouring over my eye. After running to the bathroom and looking in the mirror - I realized I split my eyebrow open (bad!). With a rag held on my eye, I drove the cat to my work to drop him off - then I went BACK to my doctors office - in which they preceded to glue my head back together. After getting my head glued, I ended up back to work around 12pm and worked until about 9:30pm... only to find out that the cat may need surgery - costing me boatloads. But, do you know the worst part about my day?

At 6:30 pm - got a call back from my doc - hcg was BFN - first round clomid= fail. *sigh* Here we go provera.... 

~Heather~ TTC Since 12/2009
Septated uterus, pcos (on metformin), MTHFR
Clomid # 1- July 2010 = BFN / #2 Sept 2010= BFN
IVF#1 - 1/2011 = BFN (Severe AF started 7dpo)
IVF#2 - 3/2011 = Ectopic
Aug 2011- FE - Thaw all - cancelled - embryos didn't make it!
Oct 2011 - IVF#3 = BFP!! ~ TWINS!!
Said goodbye to Twin B @ 9w5d
Hudson Edward ~ Pprom 18 wks 2/16/12 - We love you forever. You have our hearts.
8/15/12 5dFET = BFP! ~ Said goodbye at 7wks gestation
11/9/12 5dFET = BFP! ~ Said goodbye at 5wks gestation
12/28/12 - Septated Uterus Found (was misdiagnosed as bicornuate!)
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Re: Hey, today - bite me (baaad day vent)

  • (((hugs)))  I'm so sorry :(  That is a really bad day.
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  • The only way to finish a day like this is with a big glass of wine.  Or maybe a few!
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  • I'm sorry you had a crappy day :(
  • imagemrs.conananan:
    The only way to finish a day like this is with a big glass of wine.  Or maybe a few!

     

    I am really thinking the whole bottle of pinot noir may suffice tonight... I can blame it on my injured head, right?  =)

    ~Heather~ TTC Since 12/2009
    Septated uterus, pcos (on metformin), MTHFR
    Clomid # 1- July 2010 = BFN / #2 Sept 2010= BFN
    IVF#1 - 1/2011 = BFN (Severe AF started 7dpo)
    IVF#2 - 3/2011 = Ectopic
    Aug 2011- FE - Thaw all - cancelled - embryos didn't make it!
    Oct 2011 - IVF#3 = BFP!! ~ TWINS!!
    Said goodbye to Twin B @ 9w5d
    Hudson Edward ~ Pprom 18 wks 2/16/12 - We love you forever. You have our hearts.
    8/15/12 5dFET = BFP! ~ Said goodbye at 7wks gestation
    11/9/12 5dFET = BFP! ~ Said goodbye at 5wks gestation
    12/28/12 - Septated Uterus Found (was misdiagnosed as bicornuate!)
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • Oh no!  I am sorry for the terrible day! I hope you kitty is ok.  ((hugs))
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

    Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
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    "What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose." - Henry Ward Beecher
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  • Sorry you had such a bad day!!  I agree with everyone else....drink a bottle!!  Hope your kitty is ok!!  
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  • OW that is one hell of a bad day I'm sorry hun ((hugs)) yeah I'm thinking of a bottle of wine and some nice chocolate to go with it. (that always helps me) hope your kitty gets better.

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  • sorry about your bad day, hope your cut and kitty get better soon.

  • Holy bad day! I'm so sorry. I hope your kitty is okay too!

    I gave you life, then you gave me mine.

    TTC February 2008 to October 2008 One year forced break due to OIF deployment #2
    Resumed TTC in October 2009 HSG, Hysteroscopy, S/A all clear
    Five total medicated cycles and IUI #1-3 = BFN and all while we were still "unexplained IF"
    25 August Lap revealed Endo, adhesions and blocked left tube
    September 2011: Femara + IUI #4 (IUI #1 post endo removal) =BFFN
    November: IVF #1: Stims started 11/16 ER 11/25 (7R, 5F) ET 11/30 Transferred 2 beautiful expanding blastocysts +HPT 12/6/11
    Beta #1 at 9dp5dt=153! Beta #2 at 16dp5dt= 4009!

    Ultrasound 12/30 showed one beautiful heartbeat! EDD 17 August, 2012

    Hazel Evelyn arrived 10 August, 2012!

    Surprise natural BFP March 2015. M/C at 5 weeks
    Another surprise natural BFP April 2015


  • I am so sorry you had such an awful day.  I hope your cat doesn't need surgery and your head feels better soon.  So sorry about the BFN.  ((hugs))
    TTC #1 since 8/09
    BFP#1 - 9/2/10, EDD 5/14/11, Twins Hannah and Liam lost 11/7/10 @ 13w1d.
    BFP #2 - 2/9/11, EDD 10/13/11, LO lost 2/13/11 @ 5w4d
    BFP #3 - 5/9/11, DS born 1/13/12

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