TTC cycle starts tomorrow - first since the last loss...

eminbmore · July 2010

I'm nervous

I go in tomorrow for monitoring and hopefully to get the OK to start clomid. They seem to think I'll be ovulating by cd 11 (really? wow!) and then it's on to the 2ww... it seems like such a short cycle compared to what I'm used to (60+ days).

But yeah, I'm nervous. I am trying to be hopeful and positive, I just feel like the odds are not on my side. I don't want to lose another baby, and it seems like the only way to prevent that is not to make another baby.

I need to get my head in the game. This is not a good attitude to go in to this with.

Court1 · July 2010

Chin up Em! It's going to be good. You're going to make another baby & it's going to stick. Repeat it over & over in your head....sometimes positive thinking works for me.

But also, you're allowed to be scared/down/terrified. You've been through a lot & it can really screw with our heads. :::Hugs:::

ade2be · July 2010

I understand how you feel. I'm nervous but excited about getting back to it. GL to you. Hope the Clomid makes you O a lot sooner and I hope it gives you your sticky baby!

rjl07 · July 2010

GL with the Clomid!

ERICA21779 · July 2010

(((hugs))))

Hang in there! Your reaction is absolutely normal for what you've been thru.....it's hard to be hopeful when you know what the worse case scenario can be...........but try to focus on the best case scenario!!

cintim · July 2010

Lots of luck!

Scout05 · July 2010

Of course you are nervous, how could you not be? You feel how you feel. It doesn't mean you aren't going to move forward, but with everything that has gone on, you are entitled to some nerves.

Good luck tomorrow.

babes12 · July 2010

i'm sure you'll start to feel better about TTC again soon. it does get very difficult to remain positive but i know you can do it and it will make that BFP that much more special when it does happen. (((hugs)))

JuJuBe3 · July 2010

I think it's totally normal to feel nervous and if it's not, then I'm in the abnormal group with you. It's scary getting back to it. I hope the Clomid works for you this cycle and soon you can lay your worries to rest. Good luck!