Thanks for all your kinds words, its comforting to hear I'm not alone dealing with these feelings.
I'm going to try and get more sleep/rest for the next 2 weeks, and see if that helps. If it doesn't, I'll make an appointment with my doc to see what else we can try.
Luckily I don't feel as bad as yesterday's post all the time. I just have very high highs and very low lows in one day. Today I'm off to a good start, Sam took his bottle with no problems and he was full of smiles when I changed him. It just melts my heart when he looks up to me, recognizes me and starts smiling :-)
I'll keep you posted on how things progress in the next 2 weeks. Again, major thanks & hugs to all of you!
Re: F/u less than happy post
I feel like I'm an expert now with the highs and lows. If you every want to talk you can email me (judymlittle at gmail dot com). I know what you are feeling all to well and I'm glad that you are going to talk to someone if need be.
There are a lot of things happening all at once with a new baby and a lot of new feelings. Please know I am here if you need me. Hugs.
*Hugs*
Hopefully getting some extra sleep and rest will help you out but if not, the doctor might be helpful on what the next steps are to take. I am glad he took the bottle from you today, I guess sometimes our LO's are going to have bad days too. And we are always here to listen to you vent if you need to, we promise not to judge.
This! ::Hugs::