I just went to the bathroom and found red blood and started FREAKING OUT thinking "oh my God, what happened, is it from the surgery, oh no!"
Yeah, or it's your farking period, you dumb_ass.
Sheesh.
(It seriously took several moments of panic before this occured to me. I have officially lost it.)
Re: I'm an idiot, in case you weren't aware
I hate those momentary panic thoughts.
mine usually involve peeing on things. I'll go and then think "sh*t, I was supposed to pee on an OPK, whatever" only to realize it's like cd2.
I had that panic moment once during a TTA cycle - I know that feeling! First it's "oh, sh!t *&^%$#" and then ::eyeroll:: "duh".
Hang in there, hun!
Totally NOT an idiot... Everytime I miscarry it seems like there are a few weeks of me thinking, "Now wait, is this symptom to be expected, or have I contracted Bad Uterus Malaria or something?" I think after a while it all runs together...
Anyway, sorry AF is in town- even if I am glad to see her, I'm always ready for her to go!
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
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Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
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Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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Yup. Definitely not an idiot! GL this cycle!!