TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

I'm an idiot, in case you weren't aware

I just went to the bathroom and found red blood and started FREAKING OUT thinking "oh my God, what happened, is it from the surgery, oh no!"

Yeah, or it's your farking period, you dumb_ass.

Sheesh.

(It seriously took several moments of panic before this occured to me. I have officially lost it.)

Re: I'm an idiot, in case you weren't aware

  • Oh silly Allison!!   It sucks when you panic to see blood and such...I'm sorry that it freaked you out!!!
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  • Hahahahaahaha. Silly girl.
  • {hugs}  It's hard when you've trained your mind to be afraid of blood for so long.
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  • Hahahahaahaha. Silly girl.
  • I hate those momentary panic thoughts.

    mine usually involve peeing on things. I'll go and then think "sh*t, I was supposed to pee on an OPK, whatever" only to realize it's like cd2.

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  • I had that panic moment once during a TTA cycle - I know that feeling! First it's "oh, sh!t *&^%$#" and then ::eyeroll::  "duh".

    Hang in there, hun!

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  • I think we have definitely had freakouts like that. You're not an idiot!
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  • Totally NOT an idiot... Everytime I miscarry it seems like there are a few weeks of me thinking, "Now wait, is this symptom to be expected, or have I contracted Bad Uterus Malaria or something?" I think after a while it all runs together...

    Anyway, sorry AF is in town- even if I am glad to see her, I'm always ready for her to go!

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  • So this means you can get started on the Clomid right?  I really hope this is your last AF for a long time. 
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  • Hugs Allison.  I think this is pretty normal.
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  • Sigh. I think we've all officially lost it at this point.
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  • You aren't an idiot. It's crazy how trained we are to examine the tp and freak out when we see blood.

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    Sigh. I think we've all officially lost it at this point.

    Yo.

  • imagetriple_sevens:
    Sigh. I think we've all officially lost it at this point.

    Yup. Definitely not an idiot! GL this cycle!!

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