It started last night when I woke up to pee, and although it wasn't a ton and it's brown now, it really sucks.
I know I'm lucky to even be at the point where I'm having these issues, but sometimes I just get so frustrated. And of course my OB appointment isn't until Wednesday, and it's the doppler appointment and I was already stressed out about it without this latest development.
I'm doing everything I can to take it easy -- it's killing me that I can't pick my daughter up anymore -- and yet I still have problems. Sometimes I wonder if I'm crazy for trying this again after all of the problems I had the last time -- like I'm tempting fate. But, I just so badly want to have one more baby and I was really hoping maybe it would be different this time... but until this point it has somehow managed to be worse.
Re: More bleeding
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
Elijah Matthew - 5/3/07 ~ Adalyn Rosemary - 3/23/11
*Photos by Kacy Cierley*