I am so sorry. I posted on PgAL too, but I really wish I could just hug you right now. Did you talk to your RE yet? I know you said you are done, but I feel like you are so close to fixing things with the Lovenox. I hope the RE has some answers for you. Just know that I'm thinking of you and we are all here for you.
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I'm devastated for you. I wish there was something I could do.
m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks).
and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers).
IUI#1 and #2: BFNs
Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie.
Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
No no NOOOO. Allison, I'm so so sorry. I don't even know what to say -
I really thought this would be it for you. Big, huge, ginormous
{{{hugs}}}. You know we're here if you need us.
Allison I am so beyond sorry. Words don't even work right now. I hate that you are going through this again. I hate it.
But I love you. I wish there was more I could do. ((hugs)) I'm sending you all my thoughts and prayers
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No, no, no! I am so, so sorry Allison. (((((((((((big hugs)))))))))
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Allison - I have no words but I send so many thoughts, prayers and :::hugs:::
Started TTC in 2/09. Dx with PCOS in 09/09. BFP on 11/7/09.
Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
01/11 = BFP! Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section
Allison, I just can't believe this. There is clearly no justice or sense in this world. It's so beyond unfair that my mind cannot even begin to comprehend it. I am so sorry, sweetheart. So very sorry.
BFP#1 10/19/09, m/c 12/5/09, BFP#2 2/03/12, m/c 2/12/12, BFP#3 3/18/13, LO born 11/22/13
I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon! BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10 BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10 BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11 IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26 Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14
Momma to three boys:
Henry - 4yo
Alex - 18mo
Jack - born 2/23/12 at 20w due to ruptured uterus (previa and accreta resulting in hysterectomy)
He only lived here on Earth for an hour, but he will live in our hearts forever.
m/c #1: sept '09, m/c #2: july '10
Ugh...I am seriously in tearing up right now. This is so unfair. I don't know what else to say besides the fact that this just fvcking sucks and the universe is so unfair. Just know we are here for you.
4 losses (cp Feb 28 09, mc April 9 09 (5w5d), mc Aug 10 09 (7w1d), d&c Apr 12 10 (grew to 6w3d, mc confirmed at 8w5d).
RX: Overies PCOS (hormones normal) & Balanced Translocation of Ch. 7 & 13 (40-50% mc risk)
Re: Beta dropped
I am so sorry, Allison. Sending you all my love.
WHAT? Noooooo!! Fvck the universe, this is not fvcking fair.
Allison, I am devastated for you.
Love you girl. We're here for you. I'm so incredibly sorry.
I'm devastated for you. I wish there was something I could do.
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
What Kona said.
HUGS
I can't say or post enough how sorry I am. I hope you don't give up, but I can understand how you feel right now. We love you.
Missed m/c at 17 weeks, partial molar pregnancy d&c 11/30/09
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
12 long, hard years of TTC-
Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF
Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!
BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)
So this. Really. Honestly, Allison, my heart hurts for you today.
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This is beyond unfair. I'm crying right there with you, hon. Hope you and DH find some comfort in each other right now. Huge hugs and love.
Missed m/c 11.09 | Missed m/c 3.10 | We miss you & love you so.
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Formerly toddandjulie
BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
THIS. i'm so, so sorry.
( why is this happening?? ugh.
Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
01/11 = BFP!
Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section
Allison, I just can't believe this. There is clearly no justice or sense in this world. It's so beyond unfair that my mind cannot even begin to comprehend it. I am so sorry, sweetheart. So very sorry.
"Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"
Our TTC Journey
I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl
IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14
I posted on PgAL too but I wanted to say again how sorry I am. My heart really hurts for you and your DH. You are in my T&Ps.
Me too. We love you, Allison. I hate that you are hurting. I hate that you have lost hope.
Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11
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Im so, so sorry hun. This is heart breaking. ((((HUGS))))
I just blurted out an expetive. Damnit!! I'm sooooooo sorry!! This breaks my heart! ((((BIG HUGS))))
Ugh...I am seriously in tearing up right now. This is so unfair. I don't know what else to say besides the fact that this just fvcking sucks and the universe is so unfair. Just know we are here for you.
((((((hugs))))))))
4 losses (cp Feb 28 09, mc April 9 09 (5w5d), mc Aug 10 09 (7w1d), d&c Apr 12 10 (grew to 6w3d, mc confirmed at 8w5d). RX: Overies PCOS (hormones normal) & Balanced Translocation of Ch. 7 & 13 (40-50% mc risk)
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