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  • (((hugs))) I am so so very sorry. I don't even know what to say, hun.
    BFP#1 2/5/09...EDD 10/13/09...m/c 2/11/2009 BFP#2 7/15/09...EDD 03/27/10...Missed m/c on 08/27/09 BFP#3 on 10/29/2009...EDD 7/13/10 Bennett 07/12/10 9 pounds 4oz and 19 1/2 inches BFP#4 11/02/10...EDD 07/16/11 Elise 06/29/11 8 pounds 8oz 20 1/2 inches 2u2 for an entire year!!! WOWZA Forever buddy to Leah11599 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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    I am so sorry, Allison.  Sending you all my love.

  • I am so sorry.  I posted on PgAL too, but I really wish I could just hug you right now.  Did you talk to your RE yet?  I know you said you are done, but I feel like you are so close to fixing things with the Lovenox.  I hope the RE has some answers for you.  Just know that I'm thinking of you and we are all here for you.
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  • WHAT? Noooooo!! Fvck the universe, this is not fvcking fair. 

    Allison, I am devastated for you.  :(

    Love you girl.  We're here for you.  I'm so incredibly sorry. 

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  • I'm devastated for you. I wish there was something I could do.

     

    m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks). and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers). IUI#1 and #2: BFNs Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie. Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
  • I'm so sorry. 
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  • Oh no, I'm so so so sorry. My heart aches for you. No words. Just so sorry.


    BFP #1 via IUI ~ L (Fatal Birth Defect) 4/7/10
    BFP #2 via IUI ~ m/c
    BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
    BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
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    I am so sorry, Allison.  Sending you all my love.

    What Kona said.

    HUGS

     

  • No no NOOOO.  Allison, I'm so so sorry.  I don't even know what to say - I really thought this would be it for you.  Big, huge, ginormous {{{hugs}}}.  You know we're here if you need us.
  • I can't say or post enough how sorry I am.  I hope you don't give up, but I can understand how you feel right now.  We love you.

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    4 early losses 2009, 2010, 2015.  Baby #1 born 2/13/11.  
  • This is so effing unfair:( I'm so terribly sorry for you. ((hugs))
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  • Nooooo.  I'm so very sorry Allison.  My heart just breaks for you and your DH.
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    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
  • Oh damn, I feel physically ill. I'm so unblievably sorry, Allison. My heart breaks for you. Right Hug

    12 long, hard years of TTC-
    Miscarriages, losses, lots of treatments & drugs & IVF


    Natural BFP (WTF?!) - 06/04/11 ~ lots of complication and drama, but sweet baby Adele born 02/07/12!

    BFP #million -another girl for us! EDD - 05-08-15 (but will come early)

  • Allison I am so beyond sorry. Words don't even work right now. I hate that you are going through this again. I hate it. But I love you. I wish there was more I could do. ((hugs)) I'm sending you all my thoughts and prayers
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    I can't say or post enough how sorry I am.  I hope you don't give up, but I can understand how you feel right now.  We love you.

    So this.  Really.  Honestly, Allison, my heart hurts for you today.

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  • This is beyond unfair.  I'm crying right there with you, hon.  Hope you and DH find some comfort in each other right now.  Huge hugs and love.

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    Missed m/c 11.09 | Missed m/c 3.10 | We miss you & love you so.
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  • No, no, no! I am so, so sorry Allison. (((((((((((big hugs)))))))))

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
    May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
    11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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    WHAT? Noooooo!! Fvck the universe, this is not fvcking fair. 

    Allison, I am devastated for you.  :(

    Love you girl.  We're here for you.  I'm so incredibly sorry. 

    THIS.  i'm so, so sorry.  :o(  why is this happening??  ugh.

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • Ugh!  WTF??!!  I'm so sorry you have to go through this again.  The dr better have a hell of a plan in place for you for next cycle!
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  • Damn it!  NOOOOOOOOO!  WTF is the world so cruel?!?  Not cool.  I'm so sorry (((((HUGS))))
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  • Oh my god................I am so VERY VERY VERY sorry.........I don't even know what to say other then that.......((((((hugs))))))
  • :( I'm so so very sorry.
    Marie, wife to Ron, mom to DS
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    Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Allison - I have no words but I send so many thoughts, prayers and :::hugs:::
    Started TTC in 2/09. Dx with PCOS in 09/09. BFP on 11/7/09.
    Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
    01/11 = BFP!
    Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section
  • Allison, I just can't believe this.  There is clearly no justice or sense in this world.  It's so beyond unfair that my mind cannot even begin to comprehend it.  I am so sorry, sweetheart.  So very sorry. 

     

    BFP#1 10/19/09, m/c 12/5/09, BFP#2 2/03/12, m/c 2/12/12, BFP#3 3/18/13, LO born 11/22/13

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  • Oh Allison, I'm so sorry. My heart is broken for you (((HUGS)))
    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • O hunni noo I am so unbelievably sorry.  This sucks and just isn't fair ((HUGE HUGS))

    "Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

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    BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
    BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
    BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
    IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
    IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
    Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
    BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

  • I posted on PgAL too but I wanted to say again how sorry I am.  My heart really hurts for you and your DH.  You are in my T&Ps.

  • I am so sorry, Allison.  My heart is hurting for you today.  ((hugs))
  • Something is seriously f'ed in this universe.  I am so sorry.  You do not deserve to go through this again.  Thinking of you.
    BFP #1- 12/3/09, EDD- 8/7/10, Missed M/C at 8 weeks & D&C- 1/5/10, BFP #2- July 2010, Baby Charlie Born March 29, 2011, BFP #3- 4/12/12- EDD- 12/21/12, Missed M/C at 10 1/2 weeks 5/29/12, D&C 6/1/12- testing results showed triploidy, IF testing all normal, February 2013- IUI#1, femara, follistim, trigger =BFN, March 2013- IUI#2, femara, follistim, trigger= BFP #4, 3/20/12, Beta#1 16dpo= 397, Beta #2 18dpo= 1037, Beta#3 24dpo= 11,589- EDD 11/30/13- It's a Girl!!! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker BabyFruit Ticker
  • I am so so sorry ((huge hugs)) this is not fvcking fair!!!!!
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    I can't say or post enough how sorry I am.  I hope you don't give up, but I can understand how you feel right now.  We love you.

    So this.  Really.  Honestly, Allison, my heart hurts for you today.

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    Me too. We love you, Allison. I hate that you are hurting. I hate that you have lost hope.

    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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    WTF?!?!  I am so sorry Allison.  I am in shock.  I don't think I have words to say how sorry I am for you and DH.
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  • Im so, so sorry hun. This is heart breaking. ((((HUGS))))

     

    3 Early Miscarriages 4 rounds of Clomid BFP = 11/16/10 ~ EDD July 29th 2011 Image and video hosting by TinyPic
  • You're f'ing kidding me.  This is so beyond not cool!
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • I just blurted out an expetive. Damnit!! I'm sooooooo sorry!! This breaks my heart! ((((BIG HUGS))))

  • I am heartbroken for you. I am so sorry. :(
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  • I am so very sorry :(
    Momma to three boys: Henry - 4yo Alex - 18mo Jack - born 2/23/12 at 20w due to ruptured uterus (previa and accreta resulting in hysterectomy) He only lived here on Earth for an hour, but he will live in our hearts forever. m/c #1: sept '09, m/c #2: july '10
  • Ugh...I am seriously in tearing up right now. This is so unfair. I don't know what else to say besides the fact that this just fvcking sucks and the universe is so unfair. Just know we are here for you.

    ((((((hugs))))))))

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  • oh fvk! im so sorry hun.
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