As some of you know, DH and I have hit a rough patch. I don't know if we're going to get through it. I'm starting counseling this week, and hoping that it will help. Needless to say, a baby right now is out of the question. I'm going to feel lost without you ladies as well as not TTC, but it is not in the best interest for a child we may have to come now. I'm trying my hardest to work this out, but from DH's side he just has let me fight this alone and I don't have the strength anymore. I will miss you ladies terribly. I wish everyone the best, and hope you all will be mommies soon. You ladies are the best!!! GL and God bless to all!!!

Been married since 2009.
Unicornuate Uterus (yes I menstruate glitter)
Several MCs
DD born 2013 (our miracle "you can't have babies" baby!)
Re: Saying Goodbye For A Bit :(
I'm so sorry to hear this! You will be in my thoughts and prayers. I'll miss you! (((hugs)))
I am so sorry for what you are going through right now. I can't imagine how hard it must be. I hope things work out for you and your husband. You're making a very responsible decision, and I really respect that.
((Hugs))
Sending many ((hugs)) your way. I hope that everything works out for the best. I am so sorry that you are going through this tough time.
BFP 3/17/10 Missed M/C Confirmed 4/12/10
MIF+Unexplained DX Feb 2012: Femara+Trigger+IUI=BFP
BFP 3/28/16 (EDD 12/9/16) * Chemical pregnancy
ME: 40 yrs.old
DH: 41 yrs.old
DD: 5 yrs.
I've been thinking about you a lot lately, dooz.
Ever since that post where you disclosed what was going on, I've been sad for you.
I am so very sorry you're going through this but you're tough and you'll be ok no matter what the out come.
Take care of yourself.
DS 6.12.11
Hypermenorrhea, Anovulatory & Hypothyroid
TTC#2
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Ovarian cancer survivor
DH= low motility
2/9/11 lap & hysteroscopy- uterine polyp & scar tissue removed
3/25/11 IUI#1= BFP m/c; D&C at 7w3d (Trisomy 16)
IUIs #2, #3, #4 and #5= BFNs
Onto IVF #1= BFN
FET 4/6/12= 2 extended blasts transferred, with one hatching
Beta 1= 607; Beta 2= 1,564; Beta 3= 24,439; Beta 4= over 64,000
First u/s on 5/10= TWINS! Heartbeats 158 and 160!
It's a boy and a girl!
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Huge congrats to my beautiful BFPB lmj8284, due June 2012!
"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on." -FDR
Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
Our little miracle baby is a boy.
Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
"What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose." - Henry Ward Beecher
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Lots of love and luck to my PAIF/3T/IF Veteran ladies, especially my dear friend Zookie. Congrats to Papps, Teach84 and Starbuck on their little ones.
Trying to get sperminated since February 2010
Mar-May 2011: 3 Cycles IUI + Clomid = BFN Jan 2012: Injectables + TI = ??
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BFP C6 - m m/c found on 3/17 - D&C 3/19 9w6d
Aug 2011 - SA - Low motility (25%) high PH
Sept 2011 - SA - 100mil sperm, 37% motility
Oct 2011 - HSG/SHG if not natural BFP
Holy crap natural BFP(cycle 20)!!! - Beta#1 10/11 - 185 P-23, Beta #2 10/13 -499.8, P-35.7! Thyroid good at 1.13, Beta #3 10/18 5,854.6 P-30.6; Beta 4 10/25 - 39,500 p4 20
1st U/S on 10/18 - saw gestational sac! 2nd u/s (10/25) saw a tiny fetus and saw the HB flickering away! 3rd U/S on 11/2 measuring 2 days ahead HB 138! 4th U/S 11/9 - Measured 8w1d - HB 178! released from RE 11/16 U/S - HB 180 everything On track!
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im sorry to hear...
i hope everything works out
~after 34 cycles we finally got our 2nd little bundle of joy~

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I really respect how you are taking the well-being of your future child into account in all of this. I can't imagine what you are going through, but I wish you all the best in everything and hope we see you back again under better circumstances. (((hugs)))
Dx: DH - Azoo, Me - Mild PCOS
DH - sperm found! Seems to produce only for a few days every 70 days!
Over 1 million in cryo in 15 vials over 6 samples
IVF #1 - 1 beautiful expanded blast transferred, 4 snowbabies - beta #1 11/30/11 = BFFN
FET #1, transfered 2 embies 2/16/12 = BFFN; 1 snowbaby left in cryo
IVF #2 + CGH = 4 genetically normal embies on ice. FET September 26th
SAIF/PAIF always welcome
a special GL and prayers to my IF sister Gregermis
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Cycle 11 - Clomid 100mg + Follistim + hCg trigger + IUI= BFP!
Beta/P4 #1(13dpo): 94.5/47, Beta/P4 #2 (17dpo): 625/19.5, Beta/P4 #3 (19dpo): 1285/18.2
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